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now that i blog its all out

stil reeling from the heavy financial cost of the IT Show at the start of the month, with my bank account dipping below the psychologically significant mark (though virtually all my friends, when interviewed claimed theirs has ALWAYS been below it) the cost of financing such an excursion is makes it hard to recuperate my funds..coupled with my cost of living..it'll take a good 2-3 months of my 1 year soldier(private rank) pay to top it back up..oh well it was a good bargain. we always go for them.

been doing interesting stuff. like spending alot of money. on food and friends..(no they are not edible) going out to do fresh stuff. paintball was fun. so was clubbing. so is playing games on my comp. but weekends spent playing games have somewhat evaporated to the cradle of my friends' company..so i need to get back some hermit time.

class gathering at renny's was really enjoyable enough if not for the fact that many ppl didn't turn up.. we had 6 pizzas which was really alot! but some ppl were only too happy to stuff them in. 19 year-old NTU student Adeline insisted it was how she maintained her good figure..figures.
haha. and yeah renny's family was very warm, especially his parents. quoth his sister "hello" lol..

it was my first time playing a full blown 6-player risk. i felt targeted at all times cos my only hope was in eastern asia and people were out to stop me from unifying it. well no one was listening that i was fighting to survive. sobs. even my ally turned on me, joining up with the girls, and renny and jian qi too..wtf? me and terence left. jian qi did it again by amassing with no one touching him and STOPPING him and swept through 2 continents destroying terence's black troops. and the 4-strong alliance cheered for victory. dots. everyone lost except jian qi. haha. but it sure felt good to have 2 worldpowers in an alliance that was invincible..for them. lolx. talk about imbal.. too bad the girls all had to go home cos they weren't allowed to stay over..two of them took cab home while 6 of us guys walked adeline home. i bet she was touched srsly. haha. but of course its not to make her touched! cos we had nth better to do -_-" and her house wasn't that far away either.

halfway she asked a question that got me repeating it
"will you all get lost?"

i mean u can't blame me right? she's asking if we know the way back. i just had to be my normal self and chant will we all get lost?! will u get lost? will u get lost? fine! i'll get lost!! lol lol !! of course it was renny's territory and i know that side of hougang well enough too having spent the happiest and saddest moments there, how would a bunch of 6 guys end up lost? political correctness and ambiguity ironed out. she told us a secret too. but when she told us she made it sound funny. haha. we then went for roti prata at 2..went back watched videos and descended into slumber one after another..

what a great weekend(i'm on sunday duty in camp as im typing this ironically)..but i got another irritating question from my mum on thursday before the fun all started..
it'll be good friday, are you going to abstain?(catholicism demands abstinence of food and drink, or if u can't, at least abstain from meat on this very holy day (no pun intended)

omg my reply was damn rude-
how many times must i tell u i am NOT!!11!!!!! a CATHOLIC anymore*!!

*anymore: reason why i was catholic in the first place was cos as a kid u get godraped. u can't choose ur religion. initiated into the 'faith' as a two month old infant. this millenia old practice(that MUST GO!!!) is called baptism.

hope that reaffirms what i have been reaffirming her the past couple years. i dun fucking care whether i have a grave when i die, i just dun want a cross shoved down my throat when im gone!
having a crucifix shoved down ur throat(see diagram below WARNING GRAPHIC IMAGE)..not prettttay. i wun be going to heaven and joining jesus and his 2^infinity angels cherubs seraphims whatnot. its just absurd. neither am i going to hell.

im just getting annoyed of religion. very. oh no. the christian fanatics come knocking at the gates demanding my pagan blood! they be wanting my heathen existence none!

DISCLAIMER: DUN GO FURTHER YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED

"plak!";
x 12:19 pm

succinct

launching into tirade on duty clerks and duty rest..

when i used to be in battalion i get duty rest till 12 noon! and there isn't anything to be done the whole day! the COS takes care of everything else! but here in brigade, duty rest is only till 10 am! not forgetting the work load we incur!

well bryan had this rhetorical question that shut me up promptly-

you want to go back to battalion?

"plak!";
x 12:16 pm