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x 12:53 am
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x 8:02 pm
time please fly
i miss my best friend, who is in australia, who is so homesick. a year will pass soon, ain't it? well, it had better. cos i really miss her already.
x 11:29 pm
we were so happy a year ago, at the peak of our love..
perhaps i shouldn't have been so rash, but after the talk with the CO, i feel that he shown some understanding for my situation. basically a problem of miscommunication as he said, but i know what i did wouldn't have made anyone too happy. well, at least i raised up the problem, more or less.
watching my unit's 50th anniversary parade from the rooftop was kinda cool. it went on the news the next day, with so many bigwigs watching the parade. ns is 40, singapore is 42, and 1 SIR is 50. that's gotta rock.
and strangely, i dreamt a similar dream yet again. the hugs, the lip to lip. i swear i didn't think of you. not that much anyway. perhaps i'm lying to myself again. my dreams are so sparse in number, yet they must always be about you. but i guess i have something that i can keep inside of me, the wondrous, sensuous memories that were all at a climax, 1 year ago. i guess its my way of remembering, all without me knowing, but that leave me smiling.
x 6:33 pm
why do people take things as it is? CHANGE.
my unit doesn't respect medical excuses.
pes c9? physical training as per normal.
pes e9? well, why not, go ahead join the pt!
excused running, marching jumping and lower limb activities? well that's not an excuse for you not to run 5km per week for the half marathon practice!
excused prolonged standing? go right up behind, stand behind the main contingent for the entire duration of the parade until your legs give way or something?
i was told to accept it, as it has always been the way my unit works.
HECK, i got outraged and went to the medical officer to somewhat lodge an informal complaint("to seek medical advice pertaining to unit policy")..a day later, there were changes made. during the last parade, the csm kindly told us to show our medical excuses to them whenever there were such activities, so that the unit won't get maligned for abusing its soldiers, in essence. i'm not afraid of changes. i don't believe in people accepting things as they are. no i don't fear you.