I don't wanna fall to pieces ,
i juz wanna sit & stare at u .
I dun wanna talk about it ,
coz im in love with u .
From Pes A to D to B to E. why can't they just give me F?
1 year ago on may day i got attached to the girl of my dreams. i never regretted loving you though its been months since you broke up with me. it really struck me when xie zheng told me of his breakup not too long ago. i could almost feel my tears welling up for him and myself. i was officially down and out for 2 months, and could never fully get over it for all the months that've passed so far, all for a relationship that lasted close to 7 months.
his was 3 years. i really don't know how to console him. i already feel like a miserable bloke, i'm sure he feels much worse than me..why must life be like this. now i see in him, myself half a year ago. really strickens me. i really can't bear to see him go on like this..
well there's bad news for me, because i went for my orthopaedic appointment, and its true, there is a L4/5 disc protrusion(lower back) afterall. i went back to my office, and everyone was celebrating for me and wailing "Pes E" already. asked me to give them a treat, breakfast, lunch and dinner. what the hell..i took it like a personal tragedy la, while they were so happy for me, probably i am gonna have the coveted Pes E which they've been trying but could never reach...u know like a HOLY GRAIL of all PES statii(radius: radii ; status:statii lollll)! the doc didn't even explain the possible treatments...he stopped me from inquiring because its too risky. so until my condition worsens to a terminal stage, i only have physiotherapy, and painkillers to numb my pain. although i have not noticed any benefits from physiotherapy but don't mind cos its time off from office. painkillers. they take away the physical pain. but i'm always hoping for one which removes the sensation from your emotions. so that it doesn't hurt inside. just because whatever hurts inside is way too much to even make you oblivious to the real-world pain you feel. but we are so mortal, so vulnerable to the forces within. really, what's the point of it all?
This song has been activated on infinite loop in my head ever since that day. there's always a song for everyone. Blurry
Everythings so blurry And everyones so fake And everybodys so empty And everything is so messed up Pre-occupied without you I cannot live at all My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone You could be my scene You know that Ill protect you From all of the obscene I wonder what your doing Imagine where you are Theres oceans in between us But thats not very far
Can you take it all away Can you take it all away When ya shoved it in my face This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away Can you take it all away When ya shoved it my face
Everyone is changing Theres noone left thats real To make up your own ending And let me know just how you feel Cause I am lost without you I cannot live at all My whole world surrounds you I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone You could be my scene You know that I will save you From all of the unclean I wonder what your doing I wonder where you are Theres oceans in between us But thats not very far
[chorus]
Nobody told me what you thought Nobody told me what to say Everyone showed you where to turn Told you where to runaway Nobody told you where to hide Nobody told you what to say Everyone showed you where to turn Showed you where to runaway
[chorus]
This pain you gave to me
You take it all You take it all away... This pain you gave to me You take it all away This pain you gave to me Take it all away This pain you gave to me
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seventeen (:
AJC
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.. i've been happier ever since
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