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so excitingly boring

the only year in which new year was spent without gambling. such a boring one. dun get me wrong, its just that i love playing blackjack during new year. as though it completes it. but this year, everything feels like nothing. so empty. there isn't the mood, despite it being such a draggy weekend. lucky i'm going visiting mrs toh and eugene(primary school friends). can't think of anywhere else..oh well but even without my 'investments', i got close to 300 from my ang bao money. started spending it already..i bet it'd be gone before i enter ns..i'll make it all good buys though. but right now, i'm using my salary to buy clothes for work. haha..

i went to my uncle's new house in punggol. which is actually across the road from bel's house. cool la. my mother's been bragging to my relatives i'm a relief teacher. i mean, i dun need the attention -_-" i rather ppl didn't know..its awkward when ppl start referring to me as teacher instead of using my name! my, lame! and the thing with my paternal relatives. i didn't see them last year. so its been 2 years la. so i called my aunt. who stared at me without expression. she only realised i'm her nephew when she saw my dad who was with my family a distance away. then everyone would comment on how handsome i've become. i know la, i used to be damn ugly can. but now also as ugly la..then one aunt said i'm so rude and dao cos i didn't reply her. i mean, she kept telling me i'm very handsome now. like what u want me to say? YES INDEED?!!! i guess i could have thanked her. but people who never get praised wun know how to reply what. haha. but i just dun need the attention la.

my uncle living in pasir ris offered to put me up when i got back from tekong. cool. but weird la. i still will go out with my friends and go back to my room to get my stufff all that isn't it? hmmm...but i guess i wun have much choices too. my cousin is already primary 4. the last time i saw him he was just looking just 6 of age. time really really flies. seeing him so grown up now, i'm kinda jittery.

so tired. have to return common test soon, but i haven't even started marking. and they better hand in their portfolio tmr! i've given them a cny extension already! meanwhile i'll prepare on my next lesson for geography. there's been tonnes of breaks here and there, its getting tough to finish the assigned chapters on time. and this friday, there's cross country, its less than 4.8 km. i think 3 km? i dun know. but i hope i can be invited to go! though i've kinda lost my phillippe house t-shirt :( and hopefully, thrash all the teachers in teachers' mass run. WOOTS. but i haven't been running for so long. oh well, good thing is the teachers probably wun be that enthu about running. i might be running my own race. with no one to talk to. to encourage. to keep up with. just me and myself. towards the finishing line. if i get the first prize. hehe. but oh well, i dun think a relief teacher like me can be eligible to get the prize. HAHA. afterall, if a 'youngling' like me gets nowhere near the first few teachers, it must be quite sad. pls pls pls lemme go for the cross country and let me win win win!!!!!! do aj proud once more!!!! (shit hz made me realise there are PE teachers. but oh well, let me be first for non-PE teachers then pls pls pls) then i can go to mrs toh's house on saturday and make her proud ahahhaa...seems that i'm always living in my dream though. but dreams are fulfilled if you work for them. gonna chiong!

"plak!";
x 8:12 pm

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