I don't wanna fall to pieces ,
i juz wanna sit & stare at u .
I dun wanna talk about it ,
coz im in love with u .
how does this piss you off sis?
"she asked: wat does anomaly mean? he replies with: u think im stupid?
she was merely trying to find out wat does it mean . she has no intention of showing off her vocabulary . she understood wat the phrase 'i find bliss in ignorance' means . she is sick & tired of her family . he makes her exceptionally pissed . she wishes that he gets into ns now ."
now i'm wondering how i pissed off my sister with my reply. 1. she usually gets to know a new word in school and comes home trying to see if i know. so i thought she just got to find out a new word and knowing its meaning, comes and asks if i know. i've been replying in similar ways previously. 2. her tone is usually of the 'heheh, you know or not' kind. how would i know that today is the 'can u tell me if you know' tone. they all sound the same. maybe i should stop being so careful analysing nuances in people's speech, because not everyone speaks with them. 3. why should u be exceptionally pissed with me when u should be pissed with ur mum. 4. not saying anything about your flaws does not mean you do not have any flaws, sister. 5. stop being emo, and bugging me with the 'this guy so handsome' crap. u obviously know i'm straight, and its impossible to convert me into a gay. stop wanting me to fall in love with guys along with you. its sick. 6. i was about to fall into my nap already and sorry if i sounded mean and rude. OKAY? and u had to come ask me. like duh, of course i'd have sounded harsh. 7. i think this is the reason why: i'm from the first class in my primary school, went to cat high, then jc, and i feel like i'm damn smart. i'm probably the smartest in the family. wow. but. you are in neighbourhood school, and anything that i say will only corroborate your concrete view that i'm out to make everyone else especially you feel dumb. right? that's how you feel? no, that's not how i feel. 8. u need to know more. bliss in ignorance gets you nowhere. even in poly. not knowing, is simply throwing yourself into a hell pit but in the most comfortable coffin. 9. stop being so angsty and directing everything at family. there are only 4 of us. i dun see u making an effort to do things either so stop it. i'm sure you must know(if u dun i'm telling u now) in times of crisis, your family is the first that you have to look to. without a doubt. 10. i'm only making such a list because i feel i'm underappreciated. you probably dun know that i do things for you. that the way i am is to prod you into the right direction. i wonder if my mum's finally right. 'hao xin mei hao bao' what's the point of me doing things for you only for you to whine to the world what i've done everytime i do something that pisses you off? and i still don't know why?
and about ns, you should be glad i've never used that 'can i have the comp cos i'm going in soon' argument. that'll be so crappy. but dun force me. u used to get me whacked for whichever thing that u did. even recently i got scolded for something i didn't do. i dun see why my sister should be complaining. i'm quite a good brother. that's why i dun get why u can complain, and i'm hurt. no, the world's never a fantasy. snap out of it. think about it, and ask who's the snob. who goes and buys your lunch, dinner, and even groceries wtf? its me, a guy. everytime that's what i do. you? almost never? like ice cream is just downstairs and you ask me to buy for you when i come home? if u wanna bitch, i surely will have more to bitch about you. i'm usually reserved and don't show my emotions. dun make me go into screaming convulsions. you're my sis, for goodness sake. my only one sibling, of the same generation, who i can talk to about similar things. sigh. oh yeah, i wanna get into army too. so u can have ur comp whole day and stop disrupting me in my grand conquests in the world. i'd rather not play if i have to get disrupted everytime i play with the same request. and then i hope you'd think. for i know, you do, but probably not in the way i want you to. maybe it's because of my jc experience that i'm like this, but u should stop thinking poly is any much better. it all works out to be the same.
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