I don't wanna fall to pieces ,
i juz wanna sit & stare at u .
I dun wanna talk about it ,
coz im in love with u .
scorn for couples heh
why do people always set about achieving something, when they are aware(or might not be;doesn't matter) that the common eventuality returns almost always? of failed relationships and broken hearts.
i shouldn't be too gloomy about myself. most people you see holding hands on the streets probably aren't in love. it isn't true, genuine altruistic love, but just an enhanced yearning for company, amongst other reasons. for that, i'm grinning. i know what it means to be in love. but i do not know how to put it down, for no words ever substitute true love anyway. and if the world proves me that true love will never exist and never manifest, i'll take it. i wun bear a grudge.
most people start panicking and looking for mates when they start being labelled old bags, which can be as early as 24 imo? then after a few 'tries', they both tell each other they found their true love in each other. oh man, how loserly can that get? but it happens, non? by that time, they just got even older. so, no time to lose. haha. if i were in this plight, i wouldn't even consider it. i'm probably better off single, though i know, i never care for myself, but only those close to me.
my gut feeling tells me i'll end up a vagabond. or maybe rover, wanderer, troubadour... maybe like priests who know they could have ended up earning all the money they could never imagine and have humongous families but who chose that path..maybe...just maybe......but likely...
i admit, i feel sour, bitter whenever i see couples together. it gets even worse when they kiss in public. memories..if only i had amnesia. but i would forget everything that we put in, though it came to nought. so much wasted time.
you would go, no point crying about spilt milk. but it wasn't me who spilt the milk. true, but isn't that the point about this saying, that no matter who spilt it, as long as its on the floor, no one drinks anymore? its still myself i'm blaming for everything though.
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