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primary 1 and 2s are so cute and adorable!!!

today was my last day in school..cos they got replacement alr..for the chinese teaching job. i can't believe i could survive and love them..i've like a fan club there. the kids all scream my name whenever they see me during recess or out of class..woots! so i've to be wary when i go causeway point..i may end up being real pai seh. i hope they'll call me back soon eh.

i'm so fortunate. teaching all these cute little kids..they're so huggable! all of them so cute and innocent! (primary 1 and 2 only) telling them the difference between 'bunny' and 'barney' in cme class and drawing out a fat dinosaur to show them what i meant was like the thing i'll always remember. there's this girl who realised my chinese sounds weird...she asked if i'm better at english! YEA! and she's only primary 1 and this smart...can even tell a person's accents and all..

but i guess, i let them know of 'cause and effect';'actions and consequences' in most of the classes. cme's quite fun. as zuhara said, teaching in ur mother tongue allows you a bond that u can't get in other subjects. its quite true. although as much as i hate to admit, i sound foreign enough whenever i speak chinese.

being with them makes my thoughts settled. they have what i already have lost. innocence. if only i could stay that way like them forever, without real worries. a girl asked me if im a 'big kid'. i just told her im a young man. they are forever so curious, so inquisitive, just like i am by nature. i'm not that far off from them. im only twice their age. and yet, we're so far apart already. kids being kids will always ask if u have a girlfriend. that struck me off for a while always. i thought i'll never be back after i graduated from my primary school, except to visit my few teachers remaining there during cny or teachers' day. but i did, as a teacher, returning the service. so sorry to the teachers who thought i was one of them:'untrained','trainees' or 'recently graduated from nie'. it can be quite disorienting, this thought. but seriously, if i were to work in the chinese dept if i ever go back as a full-fledged teacher, i know i wun do well, as much as the teachers already are pulling me and enticing me to come back..i'll probably be better off in the science or english department to be honest. its like my weakness, and even after these 2 days, i know it still is. but i did the impossible and proved people wrong by teaching chinese. alright. that includes me and myself. i won over myself.

"plak!";
x 8:08 pm

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