|| .burnynng on just lyke a matchh you stryyke to incynerate ||

mmmmmm....misa!

i find myself increasing out of place with people. isn't it natural that everyone would laugh at the sight of L's stupid mask? i never did. smiled, at most. same with other movies..when people laugh i'm still silent. perhaps someone could cure me and bring me back to society? haha

when asked which girl was better-looking, instinct told me it was takada the newscaster..but i can't allow myself to think that is so..i know, with those C cups, 1.7 m and long legs who can resist it? but no, cos it reminded me of a particular someone, i had to force myself to say that she's not the better one.. so i chose asane..cute girl..haha..

if u think i'm out of misery, think again. i'm still burning. it still hurts. justin, blunt as usual, said something like i can't get out of it cos i still want to think about it and those stuff, unlike him, cos he's learnt to let go so easily..not that i can fault him, cos its the fact, no matter how blunt it may be. but i'm letting go, maybe just holding back more than i should. i need help. when i go into army, if i still have this in my mind, i'm all set for self-destruction. and i know it. perhaps i'll have to pour out my emotions to my confidante..its been such a long while that i kept everything inside of me and all the ghosts are haunting me now, again. if i can't take it, i might just break apart.

"plak!";
x 12:10 am

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