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I don't wanna fall to pieces ,
i juz wanna sit & stare at u .
I dun wanna talk about it ,
coz im in love with u .

01/05/06 - 22/11/06 it all fell apart
22nd November-Day of both joy and sorrow. Got a 3 months extension for my back condition treatment(PES D in other words).

and at night, my ex called. yup, the hong zhi whom i've tirelessly devoted myself to. so it is. we broke up.

we may have hit the end of the road, but really, we're just going on another one, the one which we came from. for what you've done, you should never be forgiven. and you know that. you know the whole world will call you a bitch for what you've done. but u knew what you wanted. you just felt nothing for me already. i felt like i was taken for a ride.

looking at the messages we sent each other to assure of our continuation of our friendship as stipulated in the terms and conditions of our contract of attachment,i felt like crying. and i told u not to cry! u dun deserve to! but now i'll have to offer my shoulder and comfort you in spite of what you did..cos

we'll still be best friends, to the ends of time perhaps. i may no longer be able to love you, but you'll still get all my care and concern. i'm sure the memories will always be kept in our hearts even though they no longer beat in unison. we have each other's gratitude as well.

for more than 6 months, you may have been the worst girlfriend, but i choose to remember you as the best i ever had. the only one i ever had. the one i've truly loved, truly cared for. i can no longer do the former, but i can for the latter.

mind's blank, and i'm going to the zoo later with my best friend again. i just hope that neither of us break down when we see each other.

imagine if, we went our separate ways when we knew a great deal about each other(each and every other 'superficial' fact and personality). it would be such a waste. a tremendous waste.

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told ya!i'm really fine my friends, just gimme a bit of time =)

"plak!";
x 7:08 am