I don't wanna fall to pieces ,
i juz wanna sit & stare at u .
I dun wanna talk about it ,
coz im in love with u .
to be free
"1st day of sch .lets look back at our new sch rules . - ear studs : diameter no more than 3 MM . [ridiculous]accept gold , silver, & dunnoe wad . yay -.- - sideburn : no longer than 1/2 ear length [lol dumb] - jacket : no hoods -.-accept plain colour . dotz . ok yay wadever . - fringe : no cockroach LOL .fringe muz b above eyebrow .how many girls can actually do dat? hmmm ..even my baby hair is longer than my eyebrow lo .lets see e gd show tmr .my hair .. hmm . lemme figure out how to tie .LOL . 1 hairclip 50cents !!day light robbery omg .i bet ray chua wanna pocket e money . tsk .ok i'll stop my rantings ." courtesy of my sister's blog. and a teacher announced at morning assembly that "ALL SKIRTS MUST BE ABOVE KNEE LENGTH" that poor critter was the butt of jokes for the rest of the day
and this from her friend's blog about a LOUSY teacher.... "it was then, i was in the IT resource room. printing out the pictures. as u see, i have to do the trial and error method to find the exact positioning of the pictures so that it will not cause any problem when i'm pasting it onto my acrylic pieces. there was mr edwin teo, sitting on the main computer with his laptop plugged to the main computer. yes, my fellow readers, he is wasting electricity by using 2 computers. so i told him that i have to use the main computer bcoz i need to use the printer as the printer is the only printer that can print onto the transparencys. so after ard 10 mins. of negotiating, he finally gave in to me. i only had a few minutes to finish it. so i got on with my work. printing stuff, then he told me that im not allowed to WASTE PAPER. i was like, oh ok fine, i brought my own paper please. so i had to use zaf's papers. luckily she was understanding. so i was doing the trial and error thinggy. when halfway through, the chinese girls barged in. they began interacting with mr teo, to me, it was a distraction. but all went wrong when one of the girls asked him ... girl : eh chear, what is she doing ah ? mr teo : don't know lahh. keep printing and printing. IF LOUSY ALREADY, LOUSY LA !"
wow totally horrid lah. this school is admiralty secondary school. omfuckingod(wait, i have no god), so yea omfuckingod...so any of ur relatives wanna go to schools in woodlands...dun ever go there...totally sucky ya..and i still have tales of how my sister was forced to drop fnn despite her having one of the highest grades in class..wth.. i actually wanted to kill my blog already. cos if people get disgusted with what i say then just fuck off. serious. it wasn't set up for people to read. but i guess i still need somewhere to vent now. my happy memories are stored somewhere else...on a shared diary now. so dun get me wrong if all u see are angsty posts here.
its sickening how every word i use must be constrained by consideration of what people say, even if our lives have diverged long time ago, even if they dun even talk to me in real life, even if there's nothing wrong in the way i do it. i just do not know why. perhaps it is human nature to be nosey and try to influence everything. i hate being pulled by strings somehow. everyone wants to get a share. why can't people just shut up. and hong zhi stop deleting my comments such as these thanks..all my vanishing posts such as these.i seriously need to vent and rant. if comments dun help in improving a person i dun see how else it can be constructive, and in my black and white world, not constructive means destructive. i'm not aiming at any incident or anyone, i'm just stating in general what i have learnt ever since like sec 4. sorry if u feel offended but that's what i wanna say. or is it that sometimes people just wanna speak for the sake of it? i admit, i do that. i do that in lessons, but why? no one speaks, so i end up spouting nonsense in a valiant bid to speed up the pace and prevent make ups lessons. but i only look like an idiot in the end, or smartass at best. but i have a purpose in doing so. and what would be yours? come on just get over it. i'm just living my life, the best way that i can. free of entanglements, social hierarchies, influences, subtle manipulations, all the ties that bind. i dun have anyone in mind for all these; i'm not aiming to criticise anyone, but its just a pessimistic summary of the human world ever since i opened my eyes. and it all starts from young. i'm not even an adult and i can see all these negative aspects of living as a human already.
so yes, this blog will be returned to perpetual sorrow. while people often share joy when they have it, and no one is willing to share sorrow when they face it, i'm like the opposite now. i share my sorrow when i have it, and i'm not willing to share all my joy already. but wouldn't people start thinking i have issues with myself and other people around me ALL OVER AGAIN and all those comments would start flowing in again..after all, every word u say will be closely scrutinized, dissected and interpreted in the way people want it to be like, and thus i get into trouble again. just stop reading for things you wanna see. they weren't meant to be read like that.
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