"plak!";
x 9:21 am
i'm back!!!!
last 3 days quite tiring...hehe primary 6k chalet !! great feeling now that we catch up with each other in this way. but it was in changi there....beside commando camp. nothing much to do, nearest convenience store is like 3 bus stops away or about 1k; not very convenient. but we did see the things we wanted to see at changi village....who else? ah gua.. hahaha. they wait patiently beside the road, holding their handbags with two hands in front, dressed in spaghetti and miniskirts, and their shoulders, waist and hips are so slim and svelte! just like my dear! but their in fronts are not like my dear's :P woah cos they're all fake anyway so they were quite big, their u know what. but luckily it was normal-looking..not some scary dangling things..interesting experience though...whole bunch of us were quite freaked out. its like, going to old changi hospital to look for ghosts, but when u see it u are freaked out. haha. analogy.
eric brought his ps2. played gta san andreas. one of the minigames is crazy. kill xx pedestrians in xx minutes. hahaha. we managed to do quite well there. also played tekken 5. eric was surprised how i could match up to him despite not knowing the controls etc. wwe smackdown vs raw quite realistic. we played the normal matches. got owned by eric. but we also played bras and panties match. for some reason, i won both times we played. i'm better at somethings huh. mwahahha!!!!
idiot houng jun pang sehed. caused us to pay so much more. from 25 to 45 each la. cos our budget exploded 2 1/2 times ahahaha omg. i think he'll never meet us primary school ppl at all next time..we'll all just tau pok him la! in the night we were making videos of eugene and eric. eugene was snoring so bad that we couldn't sleep la! so i took out my phone....filmed him snoring, as in i was providing the voiceover. the next day we showed it to the others..they still believed its him snoring THAT LOUD. yes, up till now. only a few know its fake. also filmed a few of eric stomping eugene in between his legs. lol. last video was the nicest. it was a video of eric getting awakened by me abruptly and getting whacked everywhere..cool..my signature violence? lol.
that was the first night. second night, some left and some joined. night activities were dynasty warriors and monopoly. it said 2 to 8 players huh. yup so they had 8. but i didn't know what they actually did la. i was on the phone from 12 to 4 plus with hong zhi.. they were very nice. all offered their free incoming phones to me ahahaha. that time i didn't know we'll stead, so i chose the day plan..sad!! but i only used jun hao's la. he had two. i killed the first phone in 2 hours, then the second phone didn't die.. cos we both couldn't take it already. thanks everyone you're all very nice. haha. they knew who i was talking to la, cos its like duh, few of them attached so they will know.. i observed that everytime we primary school classmates get together, one person will be newly attached. last time it was carina, this time it was me, who shall it be next time? from what they did, it could be xin le AND jun hao. hahaha. two-night stand. i bet they enjoyed it..scandaling with each other at night, hugging each other to sleep. lolx
we discussed quite a lot of stuff..from our first week of school last year to the few times of heartbreaks simply cos some one didn't want to throw face to our experiences now(main topic). it's only been 1 3/4 month that we're together. hmmm perhaps its really better that we can meet up 2 times a week ..that's what the girls said we should do....cos if i meet her once a week, we only would meet 4 times a month? its that bad.i guess we are fast only because we have a very strong foundation so we can dare to keep moving on ;) we're really so happy being together :)
"plak!";
x 10:33 pm
gone on vacation
i'll be gone for the next 3 days for my first stay-over chalet, and its with my primary school classmates too! 6 years already, we're still in contact with each other. totally amazing. haha..
anyway went out to east coast with my who else on saturday..hehe. it was the first time i made something for someone..its potato salad!
hahaha. it was simple to do and tasted good!(according to dear dear) but probably too full by then, so didn't eat much....she made ham+cheese+lettuce sandwich for me too.....but it was flattened so she threw it away :( but i really appreciated it ya? i'm looking forward to our next time, at the great outdoors! i love sitting close to dear dear at the breakwaters furthest from the crowd. it was so serene. i love the massages, the soft tickling, the vicious pinching and all that..i love every part of you....
i'm gonna miss you too, dear :(
"plak!";
x 12:10 am
friend,good friend,best friend,girlfriend haha
our relationship is getting stronger by the day..stopping and checking if either of us are going the wrong way, and so far nothing's wrong and we're as steady as our heartbeats. it really pleases me that i could feel my dear's heartbeat. i'm like the happiest boy there could be in the town of woodlands. and i know she's happy too.
i love the moments when we give each other our assurances. i'm considered not bad as a boyfriend, and that makes me really glad.
i wonder if i have made you think i'm facing a lot of pressure from you and that i am insecure... in fact i feel at ease with myself, at peace with myself when i'm with you. i dun mind even if we were just holding hands and just staring at each other or at the sky wondering when the rain drops would fall. as long as we're together. and we'll always believe in the concept of sweet love.
i'm happy that i answered that question of yours correctly. i didn't expect to. i always thought i was good enough for you, but not good enough as your dear..now i'm given my reassurances, i'll be more confident, love you ever more..
omg i called you my daughter and u called me dad so affectionately while we're on the phone. what is this? incestous! still it was so comical ahaha..
wow i'm looking at this chat log from last year- february.
[12:12:32 AM] In e search : slowly from friend, to good friend, to best friend....
[12:12:39 AM] In e search : then to gf lor
so you did believe in this afterall...though you were telling me this with reference to another girl.. haha i forgot there was such a thing...but it happened to us. i wonder how many more treasures i'll dig in our chat logs. haha...u made it sound so easy for this. well, it wasn't easy at all. but i'm glad everything happened the way it did. it was all as if FATE really planned this for us, so that it unfolded whenever we reached the checkpoints. both of us have always believed in fate, as we do not believe in any gods though we have our religions. all the heartbreaks you made me go through were the toughest tests in our relationship. without them, i would not have cherished you as much. if we had been together during the first time i asked you, i dun think we would have lasted. maybe u dun see a difference, but i think its a major change in mindsets then and now.
off we go, two souls in unison, still figuring out what love exactly is and how best to love each other.. i love you too much already...i think we're going a wee bit too fast, but i do like that rather :D
holding each other in a tight embrace, no one looking, only me and you,together,unseparated,forever
"plak!";
x 12:34 am
last 3 fucking days
SMUN was totally dumb.
morons speaking all their different ideas in the name of national interests.
i totally switched off. they dun even know what they were talking about. belgium is neutral,luckily. and we dun have the problems that were the topics being debated. still we are supposed to command a significant presence in the international diplomatic scene la...but forget it. mark went up a few times at least, but people told me that they didn't get what you were saying man. i second that.
i'm so sorry to the 3505 girls who were kind enough to let me tag along cos there was really nothing to do...so i was 'sponging up' their gossip in a way....just that i wouldn't have told anyone what i heard la..nothing to do with me at all.
anyway i was quite traumatised during the second and third day. for god's sake, i've fought so hard to get my dear's love. and i'll never break it. no one will, and no one should want to do that. but well, someone did try, shamelessly. mark thinks i'm thinking too much, but nope i dun think anyone will know what i've been through except terence who came down to save me and almost got himself into trouble.
i've not seen a female despo for such a long time. all of this i'm gonna say, is true. but of course girls always have the upper hand, and can say they're just joking. i'm very certain that YI LING wasn't joking. and she repeatedly talked disgustingly in front of the 3505 girls, as if she wanted them to be her witnesses to what she had to say.
"you know you're placed as the number 1 guy on my future husband candidate list? i know you're attached, but as long as you are not married, i know i have the chance and ability to make u change your mind and i can make u my husband. yayyyyy!!" something's not right with yi ling. theoretically she is correct, but my relationship with hong zhi is stronger than with my parents. okay a point to note is that among all the girls present there, the only girl i'd put on my number 1 candidate for my future wife list is li min. and yi ling will not be on the list at all. yeeee-up, i'm frank with it.
come on, you even want a married man. you're sick. "oh i'll love you even after u get married and i'll not give up. and you're attached, which means its a challenge, and u know what, i love challenges!" this is what i call a vixen.
and get a life, everything that u wanna know about my girl, you use that 'i tell the whole school i love you ah' threat. hah. and now
I'M TELLING THE WHOLE SCHOOL I HATE YOU PSYCHO.
and i'm not the cute innocent boy who knows nothing about girls. i know LOTS about girls. get that right, sickass. yes you lost to a poly girl. HAHAHAHA.
you know, at UNESCO, ppl wasted heck of a time cos they didn't define their terms properly. maybe it's time yi ling defines 'love'. i hope i wasn't too mean, but she forced me to be. i've never come across such things before. if only i'm still the fat unappealing boy i see in my sad childhood photographs. then i'll be immune to...the world! alright i'm talking nonsense.
"plak!";
x 10:08 pm
i finally got to go shopping with dear
one crazy day of shopping and whacking each other yet again hahaha. its the first time u let me shop with u!! so happy!!! but its so tiring!! but i didn't succumb and end up sleeping on the nel unlike someone. i got a a pair of adidas running shoes at its flagship...my two other nike airs are spoilt beyond hope. now i can keep up my speed!! of all the shoes, it didn't have a price affixed to it..so hong zhi and i thought like later when the person scans it i'll get a heart attack...luckily it didn't happen. it's 109, cheaper than i thought. and i forgot about the gss. 30% discount!!! so i ended up paying 76.30. which is only less than half of what i had.. haha so sad i couldn't get to spend that much.
meanwhile dear got a greyish tee..she chose that over a white lace and a tight black sexy lace...hahaha so smart that u know why i said the black suits u eh..LOL. catwoman is always dressed in black anyway.
we also got some childish shirts for ourselves...i mean pure milk. i think i see my sis having that new world order, so i got pmk instead..hong zhi wun have these shirts also la..so we got it. as in a couple shirt lol..i was thinking who still goes out in them nowadays..more people should wear them!! haha never expected me to initiate this ya? :)
hong zhi has all the luck in the world. throughout our trip she saw 3 friends, and 1 uncle+aunty. she'll be slaughtered the moment she steps into her ah ma house where all the relatives will be. hahaha seems that she gets so much more of the teasing.
we agreed that we are the same. no such thing as i am not fit enough for u vice versa. yeah i never thought of that anyway. i always felt we were like, made for each other? we get along so well, i dun see us ever quarrelling. but as u said, even if we quarrel, it'll be me who's likely to give in. well, it doesn't matter. we wun quarrel ya. after all, we are best friends..as in we were best friends for some time. we're not best friends now hahaha. so nice that we can talk to each other at eye level..that you can comfortably lie on my shoulder etc. we're really the same!! that's what ur other half is supposed to be right? ha.
"plak!";
x 9:27 am
happy anniversary to us yay
we've been together for a month, and we'll continue to be there for each other for as long as time permits..
thanks dear for coming to the band concert with me.. i only realised a few days before that it was our first month anniversary. no you wun throw my face no matter how u look :)
seems that people these days dun care about me any more. they always come to me and ask how's hz. but i guess its okay. my other half.
been a long time since ppl in a group teased me..here's how it goes:
shi ying, "hey never bring ur girlfriend along ar"
me, 'no lah she went home already'
shi ying + charis + dunno how many more, "WHOSE HOME? YOUR HOME?"
oh well i always thought it was funny when you tell me about how everything that has got to do with you in class is linked to me..its your turn to laugh. and for a long time i was in that 'and dunno how many more' category, enjoying myself laughing at others..
trevor got married today. he shook hands while saying thanks to everyone, but he didn't let go of my palm. he looked at me smilingly and said you look so different. and then some woman there thought si min's my girlfriend..no lor. she is my best friend yay..all the gossipy teachers who might have seen me would probably think so too..let them think so...that's their problem..i'll only have one girlfriend and u idiots know who. i once made a silent vow to myself. either her, or no one.
hong zhi is so funny..and a bit too sensitive as well as insecure too...
"sometimes i feel like i'm talking to a wall.."
'you saying i am flat flat!!!!!'
"er i wasn't thinking of that"
(alright i usually would have thought of that i admit.) who cares about figure? girls with big infronts are usually fat anyway. and they sag. yucks.
i know i always make fun of your figure. but i never meant it. to me, you have the best proportions. my blog is so dead. i hope u can update too.. its fun knowing about ur thoughts hah.
"plak!";
x 10:37 pm