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oh no i'm finally 18

track and field heats today.

mostly field events. as a field judge it was very tiring. drank 4 bottles of new water cos the sun was crazy....making me evapotranspirate thrice as much (oh i forgot i can't evapotranspirate). dug and loosened so much sand that i got sand all over. few days ago i dug till i struck it-water! i struck water in the sand pit. wow, and i dug out some orange sand. cool lah. and i dug out a metal peg, 15 cm long. almost broke my lower arm doing that cos it was so sudden. but today, i broke my broken back yet again, doing all the sai gang. used to it. mr arthur lim was very nice, doing a quarter of the sand thing all that.....

went to united square, novena with the class guys most of em later on to celebrate my birthday. one year ago exactly we did the same thing. same place. pizza hut. this year wasn't as upbeat though...but i appreciate it though! initially they wanted to pay for me, but they didn't have sufficient......so i suggested going dutch. 9 days from now its wee liang's birthday. and we already decided. fast aren't we. hehehh something tells me i'm gonna be torturing prawns again :D

ho zheng can always enlighten me from my narrow perspective. he asked which was more important to me. changing ur music to give what ur judges want or sticking to it cos that's what u want. could see andrew conceded defeat. must have been my fault. no man, dun lose ur flair for the music. we enjoyed it. we experienced it. the reality. good enough. get back up. flawless execution i must say. thanks so much for that.

chatting with joyce made me realise how ignorant i am. i didn't know that at eighteen, u could do so much stuff, smoke drink and whatever vices. i'd only drink anyway. but then again, remembering that time when i turned up drunk and semi-unconscious in school, i'm having second thoughts already. i love wine though. i would readily pop the bottle of cognac anytime, provided its owners are not around..my mum douses chopped fruit bits meant for baking in a solution of that...creating this wine flavoured cake. it's really crazy, but its well....heavenly....totally radical! though i hate the fruits there. imagine chopped cherries, apricots, peach bits, those weird colours.... i really need to talk to ppl....like hong zhi. otherwise i keep talking to myself. sign of insanity. haha. yay 12 hours time and its kbox time. can't wait to sing my favourite bed of roses....5 hours of hardcore fun for 5 ppl that should be it. hope janice can join too...

and i dun entertain despos certainly. friendship is all i offer. dun call me by something if i did not acknowledge it, or if u know i am uncomfortable. it only irks me more.

meanwhile, happy birthday to me. but i feel nothing.

"plak!";
x 1:28 am

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