I don't wanna fall to pieces ,
i juz wanna sit & stare at u .
I dun wanna talk about it ,
coz im in love with u .
i'm worst at what i do best
auditions suck when no one knows what you're trying to do.
judges included. no guy judge.
we executed flawlessly, but we did not perform. that's what i can say. sickened me when pop was being played weakly and audience applauded. yea herrick stop whining. but if we want to do pop, i rather not do it.
oh please, get ur notes right before u start whipping a guitar and singing at the same time. i regretted staying for that performance. i'm sorry but in music if its wrong its wrong. the judge was talking about key. problem is his notes were jumbled all over. poor guy who played sweet child of mine..yea all for show haha he makes me wanna join choir again, where no one has pitching problems. and his was ARRRRRRR!!!!!! i remember feeling insulted or something. please forgive me for my arrogant view, i was once a choir boy...after all.
felt jon was discounted. volume was so soft that it didn't stand out. and it was a fairly easy piece to play..i could play that too..haha. jia sheng wasn't as impressive as he could have been...quite a commendable 3 man band..
the judges frowned disapprovingly while i was at it. not very nice. affected me and all the more i didn't want to look at them. its my band, and i wanna do it that way. who fucking cares about the audience, mostly hissing dissing and pissing my fucking brains off. you have all never watched rock before. ha-ah. but true what they said about the rest not giving the rock feeling, and too focused on instruments to care about audience. all 3 i saw, its just about the same comments. how do i engage the audience with song 2? throw a mike at them? lol obviously not. you're too strained on yourself to even give a heck to the audience, unless u are doing slow rock or what..friends are trying to encourage me and simmer my temper but i can't help feeling so discounted? or whatever the word that can describe is. maybe even to the extent of wronged. no pitching problems, no coordination problems, no rhythm problems, maybe tone problems, stage flair problems, showmanship problems.......
IT'S NOT MY- PROB-LEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
when i feel like so worn out. track and field. as anal as i can get. persuasion and appeasement fails.
verbal coercion takes over.
she looks so sweet, absolutely adore her. while i'm too aloof, whatever attitude dun get me nowhere. too addicted to looking at her.
who am i?
as class rep, i am nonchalant, yet demanding at times.
as friend, i am helpful, yet a nuisance at times.
as sl ic, i am warm, yet i treat my classmates as people i have to utilise to get things done.
as best friend, i am loyal, yet i hide things still to myself.
as a brother, i am understanding, yet incomprehensibly aloof.
as a son, i see them everyday, yet i am so far away.
as myself, i am never myself. why must i always look so sad. people who laugh most are the most insecure. OH REALLY? but i know i seem to look very sad..but is it that when i see you i will finally smile.....i thought i never would even dare to look at you eye to eye..always looking away yet wishing for the contrary.
herr vs heryk vs herrick o9o488
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seventeen (:
AJC
loves history, geography and economics irresponsible class rep :P
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~ skenderlers`
Vocalist in "Heryk and Friends" (what a gay name =D) 4p@t3ht|c atheist
so glad to know you
.. i've been happier ever since
"plak!";