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no sign of love behind the years

i wonder if this takes place, as described by a friend(name kept anonymous for security reasons).

a few teachers in the same department having their break in their staffroom which no students enter.
one is surfing the net.
specifically looking out for students' blogs, which offer a fresh new perspective on the students they teach.

one of them finds out something real JUICY, and quickly shouts across to get all other colleagues to come and read the gossip, and they do some research by linking, utterly conveniently, to other students' blogs, which happen to be the property of the unfortunate classmates.

haha i hope this doesn't happen. but if it does, it'll be so funny.
imagine the teacher calling out to the colleagues, asking them to read this. wouldn't this be like looking in between 2 mirrors?

went to school early in the morning to get keeper kits. once we opened the door, out jumped this little FROG =S (attached here is the blur pic i took)
came back with 7 other hockey guys to keep the keeper kits . they were all crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

we were all in slippers, and while we were resting outside the pe dept, li heng started this trend of HURLING a few of our slippers down the grandstand seats. and the floor was sun-baked. about 4 victims. while i was watching them chasing each other and the slippers, desmond and li heng also sat down with me enjoying the lame show. then they all came back, and started surrounding me from the back, and started to strip me!!!

argh. i put up a fierce resistance, kicking any idiot who was coming to take off my underwear. oh my god. this is crazy. ultimately i wasn't stripped. and then the fun all ended. haha.

so proud of myself. after a really good talk with mrs toh some time ago, i finally started to come to my senses. spent total of 7 hours in the library over the weekends, and i'm so proud of myself, though i didn't accomplish much. but every small step that i take will count towards..something lah.how do i know what that is. even if my parents are gonna disrupt me, why should i be so foolish to let myself succumb to the commotion produced and just neglect my studies? it wouldn't be fair to myself, nor to either of them. my mum fell ill today, and for that i am glad. my father just took her to the doctor and they have yet to come back . it is in times of such turbulence that everything will go well :)

i wonder why i thrive in times of chaos and disorder.

i really suck. after the mugger mentality infiltrated into me, i seemed to have got a trade off with friends. i'm getting the feeling that i've offended lots of people out there who know me. remember the times in cat high. 3 years half and i barely spoke. nothing happened to me. then in june in sec 4 i suddenly opened up . i have waye ning and min si to thank for. if not i'll always be retarded and in my own world, encased around my shell. of course as i talked more i began to talk irrelevant stuff and all that ...eventually offending people. but i still know i'll still be quite at ease should i lose all my friends. haha. but i'll treasure all the moments i have with my friends now until we part our ways.

i even forgot it was marian's birthday :((((( that's why i'm thinking whether i should remain a mugger. of course, take the middle and balance it you'd say, but i am aware that i'm quite an extreme person. in the sense that my decisions and actions are either on one end or the other. rarely there's a balance.

i'm thinking whether i should even type this. okay i would. for a long time i didn't think about IT already. and you called me to tell me the good news, which was something to do with IT. i couldn't study at all after that and spent the rest of the time at the library photocopying materials. even till schooltime i was still quite affected. if u thought it was good news, i don't know what to say. i've always been nice to you, and i intend to keep it that way :) but somehow i was hurt by what happened. i didn't need to know..although i know i insisted that you told me, but that's cos u called me to tell me u had something to tell me and u probably realised you would regret if u did or something. maybe one phrase will sum it up. "grossly insensitive". but i want to forget that it even happened. dun think you'll read this anyway. please don't do something like this again. i've got a weak heart, and my rupture hasn't closed in yet.

and it just keeps tearing apart.

why do i keep getting addicted to this beatles' song: for no one?
Your day breaks, your mind aches
You find that all the words of kindness linger on
When she no longer needs you

She wakes up, she makes up
She takes her time and doesn't feel she has to hurry
She no longer needs you

And in her eyes you see nothing
No sign of love behind the tears
Cried for no one
A love that should have lasted years!

You want her, you need her
And yet you don't believe her when she said her love is dead
You think she needs you

And in her eyes you see nothing
No sign of love behind the tears
Cried for no one
A love that should have lasted years!

You stay home, she goes out
She says that long ago she knew someone but now he's gone
She doesn't need him

Your day breaks, your mind aches
There will be time when all the things she said will fil your head
You won't forget her

And in her eyes you see nothing
No sign of love behind the tears
Cried for no one
A love that should have lasted years!

"plak!";
x 10:25 pm

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