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it starts now

sometimes i think of myself as a machine.
i literally overheat and i break down, but not in the form of tears. i go berserk. machines still can go on. they still perform their tasks, maybe more resolute, maybe more efficient, but the means in which they do-way too dangerous.

but i know i am not a machine.
for i am controlled by impulse, not logic. i base my logic on impulse, and i justify my impulse on logic.
emotions. non-existent in machines. yet omnipresent in us. they take control. and we are weapons of ourselves.

been living the lie.

i should not.

be too violent.

be too impulsive.

be aggressive.

be ignorant.

be apathetic.

be obsessed with this list.

instead, i SHOULD:

be more sensitive to the needs of those around me.

be more patient.

be more friendly=smile more.

spent some time chatting with hong zhi's sister for the first time. i thought she'll be insulting me all the way or wun even be bothered to give a hoot about me. but i found that we talked about moral stuff, working life and other very formal stuff. for a while i couldn't believe it. the sisters seem so different, yet so alike. maybe because she's 5 years older, yet its so so different.

hong zhi is a good bait to have around at all times. mosquitoes are attracted to her. i realised what a trip to sungei buloh would do to her. she'll be even redder all over than usual, but i'm sure she'll need that trip quite much. after all i haven't been there myself..imagine the sights we'll see..with a price to pay of course.

oh yea, please support HERYK AND FRIENDS! i know its a silly and childish name, but that's the name of the band. i wanna see the priceless expressions on everyone's faces. and i wanna perform for family day too, though we must do more family- and friendly songs.. not the in-yer-face songs that's bound to offend. if you think its fame i'm after, think again. we have not even started out. i just want everyone to have fun. so maybe that's why we have that name, not some deviant rebel. by the way, i'm not so egomanic to be the one who suggested this quirky name, yes. and nowadays i've obsessed with singing bed of roses, and this ain't a love song. its no fun singing by myself on the stage. i'm not joining singing for solo. joining with justin cos i want the experience and thrill of it, its all about the feeling! and joining band cos i WANT it. and we can, given our prowess which surpass many others. its time to feel confident, and right about yourself all over again. life has never been this good.

"plak!";
x 11:36 pm

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