|| .burnynng on just lyke a matchh you stryyke to incynerate ||

cos i swear for the last time i wun trust myself with you

felt so inspired to blog. i'm very tired and i have to go for hockey training in 5 hours time. heck care...narrating my insignificant boring life again.(while trying to be funny)

i have a ton(Br:tonne) of work to do. last weeks 4 gp article commentaries, 1 gp blog post+1 more to be done by saturday night(to-night), application question redo from 2 weeks ago,1 gp essay to be handed up 2 days ago. see? its all gp. but i find it highly ironical that i often contribute a lot of gp discussions in class, given that much of the class is so reluctant to express its opinion..so i just keep talking to speed things up. reminded me of how marian how give the answers to all the malay teacher's questions just to end the lesson early and not make it a dread.

meanwhile for econs i continue my struggles..i'm trying hard ms tan...to at least keep up with work assignments deadlines..though i'm not trying my best certainly. history is much more fun, because i would say dumb things. suppose we were to discuss about certain policies for 20 min. but thing is, i would look at a bottle filled with cold water and discuss about where the condensed water came from. by the way its a true story. i shared my thought that the condensed water came from the water inside the bottle.............all the way until about a month ago when someone said ' u obviously know the water that has condensed is atmospheric moisture.......' OWNED! and then i would still rattle on about why the water outside comes from inside. 20 min gone just like that. ms ng doesn't know that our group spent that 20 min talking about water.

mr loh please dun tell her! how do u 'stumble' innocently onto people's blogs..i wonder :P

had the heats today. LOL worst run i ever had in my life. i placed my right leg behind. too far behind. too late to realise. too late to regret. we ended up last. hahahahah.... while jian qi was bathing, i was singing skid row's songs again. then he came out. hou teng went in. i started singing 'you know you're right' by nirvana. he offered me to play the role of a ghost in his band camp cos of my voice. hahahahahaha...that's how bad it got. "what? irritating meh? this phrase 'you know you're right' only repeats 17 times continously what..and i have not included the other times..." okay i'm being so so annoying. must be too much goofing around at amiannoying.com.

did not jam last week. not gonna jam this week too i think. same for next week. but i really want it. stop being fickle herrick and pick a song and we work on it. already we can for a few but u gotta stop tempting urself with that immense diversity of choices. we can do 'rape me' but then again we can't. suggested what nirvana did themselves. substitute the offensive word with something else. since their songs dun make sense, just about any word will do. if not we can do the trooper, which no one would appreciate. smells like teen spirit is ok, but i wun go up the octave for chorus. song 2 is almost there, but 2 minutes is way too short. i remember you may be what we're looking for but we've never practised it. californication, no. had to scream. and that defeats the purpose of the song. how you remind me. no, too strenous and we were basically confused. wake me up when september ends? andrew and jian qi would do that song over their dead bodies. 3 doors down is the best. but again, spoilt for choice. i really wanna go jamming again. to have the sense of making something sound right.

for some time now, my parents have stopped quarrelling. that's good. i can expect to do my homework at home. 2 more months, and i'm done with hockey. chinese lessons are finally over.

no one failed. congrats to everyone in 33 who took chinese. renny passed, and i'm glad for him. hou teng got b3, and i think i can understand his feelings. i got b3 too, and i'm feeling somewhere between feeling sour and elation. i suppose apathy's in the middle. parents didn't say much. they always took it for granted what i achieved. all because they believed in letting me decide how i want to do things. many are envious i am told, but i'm not all that content either. can only hope it continues to work.

and i hate people who take me for granted. this is serious. okay there's only one person actually, and i could have cast him down just like everyone else did to him. and i was nice to talk to him and make him feel good again, and now he says negative things about me. constructive criticism is one thing. destructive criticism is another. and as far as i see it, those comments were filthy and borne of a rudimentary and yet defunct mind that has no capacity for sophistication. i'm still nice to not mention ur name. and not forgetting, not using profanities now. but i'm growing to despise you, as many have said, and which i defended you against. u are not worthy. u are just paranoid, insecure and irritating. u claim to dislike stickers but u ended up being one. anyway i told u about stickers cos i wanted u to know i was talking about you too. don't associate me with people anyway, anyhow too. i got pissed and so did the other party. if u want popularity i'm obviously not the one.

but i can give you hell. thankfully, only you.

oh well, please don't sabotage me any further whoever you are. i'm not attached, and i never was. (go on, dispute all you want i dun care) no i did not lie to kristine. the person who said i was attached was the liar. mark dun anyhow say la, this kind of things aren't funny... i have great reason to suspect the 'informant'(somewhat faulty) was from hockey..heh..wait and see...

last thing. had filming for track and field meet(=our sl project) today. i would like to thank each and every one of the team who helped us! though i guess just about no one would see this. lots of thanks to the very helpful track captain jade, wong ci, shu hui, meryl, sheila, de hai , jia yi..hope i didn't miss anyone out. i still feel awkward being sl i/c though to be really honest. i feel much better following instructions than giving them out.

maybe its time i changed my image. shooting myself in the foot all the while.

"plak!";
x 12:09 am

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