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best friends..

hahahah cos mr seng and mr loh and ms ng think i'm so talented, that's why they chose me for the history seminar that's gonna happen in about 2 weeks or so. YEA RIGHT!

i'm like so busy....i dun wanna go for that la...yea but who isn't busy.
never mind. i think i'll do most of the acting (if we are acting). anyway i like to sing too, so i wun mind singing. just dun ask me to prepare the academic kind of stuff. i'll faint! but yea i'm positive after not very long so i'm now looking forward to it! and the history peeps i'll be working with . new friends. hahaha....i love that

oh anyway i spent thursday afternoon and night with si min. i was so out-of-place, cos i couldn't see any fellow greyshirts(obviously mugging duh). and when i finally saw two aj girls in far east, i rubbed my eyes in disbelief and turned back and yes, they were really ajcians. well, they turned back and looked at me in amazement too. while si min constantly saw vj ppl and waved hi to some and avoided the rest...and i saw lots of cj ppl, and also some jj ppl.

we walked for like an hour and a half around orchard..window shopping..and then settled down at a corner table at mos burger in taka..where we talked non-stop for 4 1/2 hours. yes we're that good! so effectively we talked non-stop for 6 hours. something we both took away from that was...a new best friend..i know i now end up with 4 and its a horrid number, but i'm really serious with all of them. well there's no one i can foresee who will end up as my best friend, cos i can't see myself being closer to any other person in my life now.

friday morning was new year celebrations. the concert sucked. but well what rocked was the celebrations our class had!!!!! we had yu sheng and some of the girls brought snacks to eat. charlene had her spicy 'metal-eggs' (direct translation) airflown from taiwan, adeline had her pineapple tarts..and there were lots of other things....i can't remember who else brought what..but it was really a lot of food there....thanks girls!!! mrs toh treated us to drinks...yea i wanted beer but she said i had to wait a few months more....our class spirit is still alive....more or less! and took lots of photos. first class photo, the girls were in front, and the guys wanted to look like passerbys.....we wanted to create that effect....cos we couldn't be bothered to be in the pic....haha...but it turned out normal la. second pic, cos girls felt guys were left out, so asked us to go in front. then i stood in front of liang pei and asked the guys to come and take picture. then all the guys were in already and i asked the guy to take the pic. but we had blocked off most of the girls already...and they were chattering among themselves so much that they didn't know..it would have looked like an all guys pic la....so sad.....

today went to ah ma's house. that place so dusty that i kept sneezing. and i officially fell sick there. the itch is still there and i'm still sneezing as i type. obviously no one is thinking of me, so its just the virus. at least my sister has her best friend thinking of her. well she says she feels like she's hong zhi now. wow she does know how to use personifications after all. and her best friend would feel like me. i pity my sis. she must be feeling lost and traumatised and very chopped up right now. so while hong zhi can teach my sis how to cope, i can teach the guy how to cope too. though mine wun be as effective and may backfire instead. hahahah. i never knew our common experience could be imparted. i find it funny. but my sis should not find out. the last thing she'd do is to laugh now. i warned her already, but she did not believe me. at least she found out today. all i did was to look through the top 3 messages in her inbox and i knew what was happening already. i know my sis best. and i know hong zhi best. i always expose her motives and intentions :P

what's with loving ur best friend? i found it to be more common than i had thought actually. but its not easy. sigh. happy or sad thing?

"plak!";
x 1:40 am

:(

please let nothing happen to kelvin.

please let nothing happen to wendy.

it was a horrid day with the first two serious-enough injuries in hockey.

please let nothing happen to them.

please let nothing happen to anyone else in future.

i hope they will be alright soon.

just like charles, i had enough of today.

this kind of things affect me the most it seems. i'm feeling very down and out now.

going to meet si min tmr. i hope i cheer up by then. she may need my smile more than i need it. going to study. as we claim to be going to do. but in reality nothing gets done:))) we talk for the whole day. yay.

well if i seem weird these days, its cos of a recent spate of civil unrest at home. namely my mum kao bei kao bu ka ni na bu-ing at my dad. these kind of things throw me off balance, bad. well its gonna be the chinese new year.

happy new year.

"plak!";
x 10:33 pm

meet the new CO PRO- i'm not an uncle street performer!!!!

thanks to janice for lending me her er hu! i'll tell everyone that you are my teacher. i must have amazed hong zhi and her so much..playing so much horrible music...what the hell
"you remind me of the uncle street performers" ....what a nick....stupid zhizhi...but thanks for taking such pictures for me to show off..LOL ....janice said i look like fu kang (known to wee liang and all of us as 'fuckface') cos of the fuckface...and well he's a formidable player and so i must be one too since i resemble him when i'm fiddling this instrument..janice had to admit i'm musically inclined...lol......no lah its beginner's luck..well before i got there mr seng offered a ride to hougang mall..and no way i would have taken it..cos it's well....a bad idea cos he'll ask me who i am meeting...and that's the same reason i got reprimanded last year during the promos..and i guess i wass too nervous at the presentation. come on la, i didn't even care about the project work one last year and i registered no heart pulse at all..and this time i got so sheeeeeeshhhhhh ..maybe cos i didn't have any speech/ didn't rehearse at all. i only looked at what i was presenting a few mins before that. haha okay ms winnie tan is slim and not thin. hong zhi says she and ms tan cannot be said of as thin but slim, as thin means no shape, and slim means there is shape and hence figure..yep i know girls dun like to be insulted on that :P and well i guess mr ong is kind of funny. he finally heard our laughter after 3 weeks. and the first thing he discovered about us was that we(guys) were racists. chee wei is against indians, and i am against china chinese, just like wee liang is. hahaha..we were discussing why raising wages may be a bad idea..he asked us why..after some thinking i said the company will close down. to which he replied "Yes! the company will close down. then what? jia sai lah!" LOL someone as uninteresting and nerdy as mr ong could say that. mr ong is cool sia.

oh its time to talk about my favourite teacher! that day, my words made her speechless. caryn was asking me who mr huang(someone in the article we were working on) was . then i just said " oh the korean scientist who faked the stem cell research lor.." ms zhu just walked past and she was like *faints!* LOL then she asked if i was doing fine..everyone was at like question 5 and i was still struggling with question 3 of the structured . i replied ya i'm fine (very much unconvincingly) then she said i looked very lost and traumatised...LOL.. ms zhu is sexy. end of story. ahahahaha

"plak!";
x 9:33 pm

everybody's going to the party have a real good time

im happy, im me says:
dun be a teacher lah
because ms zhu is so hot and sweet, i am bound to get A for geog says:
then be a what?
im happy, im me says:
u gt think of e consequences or not??
im happy, im me says:
u might ruin e kid's whole life
im happy, im me says:
omg...
im happy, im me says:
tt's so terrible

because ms zhu is so hot and sweet, i am bound to get A for geog says:
okie why not i be a psychologist
im happy, im me says:
u?
because ms zhu is so hot and sweet, i am bound to get A for geog says:
then can give u lots of free treatment
im happy, im me says:
will drive ppl to darker ends sia
im happy, im me says:
cannot lah
im happy, im me says:
wait u psycho them till they commit suicide

i can't be a teacher and i can't be a psychologist! hong zhi was very nice to point that out to me! oh well i spent part of the day browsing through sports bras with marian..well as in i was away from that rack by at least 1.5 metres cos its so embarassing..all the girls standing there choosing their fav cut and colour..hahaha marian probably puked blood when she asked me what colour she should get and i gave a lot of redundant comments with the most 'sensible' being "well no one's supposed to see it anyway right? so it doesn't matter.." hahahahahaha i'm so dumb these few days..

im happy, im me says:
nvr mind, u r alr crazy
im happy, im me says:
doesnt matter if u'll drive yourself more crazy
because ms zhu is so hot and sweet, i am bound to get A for geog says:
hahahahahahaha
because ms zhu is so hot and sweet, i am bound to get A for geog says:
why am i crazy?
im happy, im me says:
those ppl who r crazy will always ask ppl whether they r siao or not
im happy, im me says:
u r e one

oh my god i keep getting shot down! its kinda fun that we sai gang carried the keeper gear back to school today. that time was around 8.30 already i believe(when we left ccab) then we flagged a cab which was just in front of the traffic light.....so u can imagine the traffic confusion we created..then gordon was talking about studying every night with some cat high ppl..then jiang ming and justin my sai gang bro also talking about the studying with guys thingy, then smart me as usual didn't think twice or thrice and so i asked " u mean u usuallly study with guys?" hahahahaa that made their day..all the 'whole day with girls' 'everyday jio za bor' come out already..sigh...my reputation is that tarnished..even better that day after gp test "finally see you with guys" like wa lao......as if i am always in the company of girls lor.....talk cock.............

i think mrs toh was quite funny about a week ago. she said she had dyed her hair some pretty colour for 200 bucks but the next day there was some MOE ruling that required teachers to have proper decorum etc, so she had to remove the dye..200 bucks just like that..poor thing..i commented that she might as well rebond her hair knowing how vain she is...hahahahha..then talking about hair, she said something about 'pity ur gf cos ur hair isn't nice now' lol....then i retorted that 'its all ur fault!' hahaha very daring . its cos she said its very very nice during the holidays when i met her then she said but wanted it to vanish by the first day of school..hahaha still wanted to give me what fashion tips..what in 9 to 10 months ur hair will be very nice..no thanks!!!!its all mrs toh's fault!!!!hahahahahah....come to think of it its rather silly....but its rather fun talking cock with ur teachers..

oh ya in front of ms tay our hockey teacher who is also my asst pd tutor, jiang mind justin and i recited the old world version of the chinese cat high pledge, the new world english version of the cat high values and after that the first thing she said was 'oh u from cat high ar? cat high sucks' LOL we got owned!!!! after that she was so damn satisfied with herself..lol and during civics lessons in class...chee wei kept singing and disturbing her..can tell she is quite amused by our class..which is good!even she knows of the 'couple' and perhaps the second couple in our class..gossip loving ms tay...i better stay away from her..lol then adeline was collecting the civics paper thingy then was counting it a second time cos she didn't get 20. then at that moment i asked qingyi 'uh we must hand this up ar?' then (very loudly) "OH SHIT!!" hahaaha and people started to laugh..including ms tay who was highly amused ...probably confounded her even more cos she knew i was the class rep..then she asked me .....are u usually like this? so probably she gets the impression that we are a very cocked up class....

on the other hand..

mr ong thinks we're having something against him. every lesson he pleads us to open up to him cos we're the only ones losing out. i think i know why we just can't seem to make noise in his presence.
1. gp itself is dry and boring. hardly any discussion can be stimulated in our dead minds.
2. mr ong doesn't have lots of nuances in his speech...
3. mr ong probably caused us to become dumb due to his high expectations he had of us even before he met us and he's very rigid on work matters

okay that's the truth from me and i think it hurts but i hope no one sees it cos if someone sees it i'll be in trouble cos all blogs do are to get people into trouble anyway am i right? yea and i'm very happy with what i wrote for the gp test. on whether music is purely on entertainment. i invented a pun there 'guns n' roses' lyrics are overdosed with (references to) drugs and sex..it looks pretty neat! well was singing byob by system of a down today..so glad that shafiq enjoyed it cos its a very multitalented song..and justin could tell it was byob so i guess i am an okay singer..after all the trip to ccab reminded me of the countless hours i spent in the soundproof rooms and halls singing back then..and hockey has never been a mistake..though perhaps not the best option i have chosen..i'm talking rubbish cos i'm very tired...i'm always tired......no shaddup i do not want to be tired at all!!!so go to sleep .

"plak!";
x 11:09 pm

why i love geog

cw- game over. lai lai. bring it on. one come tackle one. all come i run.! says:
how old is she?
because ms zhu is so hot and sweet, i am bound to get A for geography this year!!! says:
26 i think
because ms zhu is so hot and sweet, i am bound to get A for geography this year!!! says:
same as ms johnson if i'm not wrong
cw- game over. lai lai. bring it on. one come tackle one. all come i run.! says:
26.
cw- game over. lai lai. bring it on. one come tackle one. all come i run.! says:
8 years.
cw- game over. lai lai. bring it on. one come tackle one. all come i run.! says:
hmmms.
cw- game over. lai lai. bring it on. one come tackle one. all come i run.! says:
wah cannot. too old
cw- game over. lai lai. bring it on. one come tackle one. all come i run.! says:
i give up
cw- game over. lai lai. bring it on. one come tackle one. all come i run.! says:
hahahhas
because ms zhu is so hot and sweet, i am bound to get A for geography this year!!! says:
yay
because ms zhu is so hot and sweet, i am bound to get A for geography this year!!! says:
thanks
cw- game over. lai lai. bring it on. one come tackle one. all come i run.! says:
you can go after her

hahaha thanks chee wei! LOL ms zhu is so hot!!!!and she is sexy!!!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i'm crazy!!!!!!!!

why didn't i realise that last year?!!?!!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?

why only this year!!!!

she is so so so pretty!!!!!!

to me.

hahahaha no one can take her away from me

thinking of her makes me happy

and u know what! its monday tmr! 2 periods of geog lecture followed by 2 periods of geog tutorials!!! 2 hours! hahahahaha i'm so happy!

"plak!";
x 11:06 pm

a sad love story

Long Long time ago, in the Tiger Kingdom lived a pair of siblings. Both were blessed with some gifts. Brother had a pair of eyes who could see a distance far far away. Sister had a pair of ears who could listen to anything.They grew up together and experienced happiness and sadness together. They like to run to the hills to play. Brother would look at far away countries and tell the sister the majestic view that he see. Sister would listen to the beautiful sounds and describe for the brother.

As time goes by, brother and sister started to fall in love with each other. They knew that it was wrong, but they could not control themselves. They continued to love each other.
Alas, their parents found out about it. Father was very mad, mother was very sad. The neighbours would point fingers at them and gossip about them. Brother and sister were adamant about their love for each other.

To prove that they were truly in love with each other, Brother destroyed his eyes and Sister destroyed her ears. They felt that since they could not get the blessings, they did not want the gifts...

Long long after, a musician heard this beautiful love story and was touched by it. He decided to compose a song for the lovers. I came across this song and it touched my heart too. However, I did not buy his CD, so I cannot share with you the lovely song.I remembered the lyrics though, and will share with you how touching this song is...
enjoy............ (scroll down)

(Chinese hanyu pinyin)
Liang zhi lao hu, Liang zhi lao hu
Pao de kuai, pao de kuai
Yi zhi mei you yan jing, yi zhi mei you er duo
Zhen qi guai, zhen qi guai....

Nice right? Hope this brings a smile to your face...

"plak!";
x 2:00 pm

sorrow and misery :(

i'm so sad and tired. today is the worst start ever to the new year.

i arrive in school late, holding my hockey stick. ms tay my hockey teacher is the first teacher who sees me.

after i got booked for my failure to be punctual, i got booked again. the major caught me for my hair. how fair. i just cut it on saturday.

mrs toh is utterly displeased with me being late "class leader also", and informs me that ms tay my hockey teacher will be my assistant pd tutor. when i go for pe i see ms tay and she tells me she's my asst pd tutor and that i was a hockey player and i was late, reflecting very badly on the team. and again 'class leader also"

i go home, and my heart is shattered, once again.

i got to face my own feelings. to be honest with myself. the last time it happened, it was awkward. i promised to be ur best friend, and that i would try not to love u anymore and that u wouldn't let me wait. its been 2 months, but my feelings for u have not subsided, but maybe grew. once again. maybe i have been living a life of deceit. while the way i treated u was of ur best friend to u, i don't think it was the same on my side. i tried stopping myself from crossing the line, but i only found myself trampling over it. don't we know each other so well already? that probably u would know how i'm feeling. come what may, you are still MY EVERYTHING. i can't imagine where i would be without you.

would our friendship still be as strong now if i still can't get over you? i really don't want to destroy this beautiful friendship we have; its much too precious to be damaged. our friendship still has a long way to go. i don't want to lose my best friend.

i don't want to lose you, hong zhi. i'm sorry to put u through this yet again.

"plak!";
x 9:20 pm

happy new year+1

your love personality type is INTP

About 3-4% of the U.S. population possesses the combination of traits that make up this personality type.

Being an INTP means that although you may be thoughtful and quiet at times, you are also likely to be deeply ambitious. You're the kind of individual who sets personal goals for yourself and works hard to achieve them. Unlike many people with high aspirations, you aren't the kind to showboat in order to get noticed. Still, INTPs like you have a quiet intensity that most people can detect. This strength allows you to be a source of reassurance to those around you. When others are losing their cool in a crisis, you can be there to pick up the pieces. You may not always say much, but when you do speak up, you often manage to offer useful, thought-provoking insights.

In relationships, part of what often excites you is sharing your ideas about the world. You can enjoy talking over issues or helping to solve people's problems. In fact, you seem to have a real knack for problem-solving when there is a concrete solution that can be found. However you may be less eager to get involved in the grey areas of intense interpersonal problems - even when the problems are your own. This isn't because you don't care. You probably just don't want to be responsible for coming up with the "right" answer when someone else is involved. It can be a lot of pressure.

nah only the last para is true..did this cos of kee wei's email.

hmm so i cut my hair. the hairdresser ripped off my left fringe, and now my fringe slants to the right, though it is still the same length.
the back of my hair is still the same length too, but looks more bushy i think..i really wanted to get a very high slope, but knew that i might regret it..i should wait for my hair to grow back a little; it's a little weird now..wait why am i talking like this! so himbotic.

phew i did something to myself just now..it hurts quite a bit-censored- lol

school starting. most probably gonna quit neopets and maple; i lost quite a bit of iq already..therefore these few days have been mixing half rise of nations and half maple story..and hopefully play only rise of nations thereafter..the brain cells killed everytime i play ron are well worth it; at least i'm thinking now, and i settle squabbles by war. unlike in maple, squabbles are petty arguments that get u nowhere.

so tired(physically) yay gonna go renny's house later so happy it would be better if i can go
________ too! hahaha

"plak!";
x 12:28 am