I don't wanna fall to pieces ,
i juz wanna sit & stare at u .
I dun wanna talk about it ,
coz im in love with u .
detestable anderson junior college
hou teng pls its 6 days since i last blogged, oh yea but it's so long ago for me anyway..
been depressed over the weekend, finally its sort of fading. those are real concerns by the way. greatest of all was that the freaking school was furthering its own agendas at the expense of its students again. no one knows how to describe the feeling we are feeling now. even i still constantly question, is there ever a chance the school will reverse its decision? i must have been a fool. my naivety, yet again. to lose such a great friend. i would have deserved it more than anyone; i did not study at all. surely, everyone else was studying for their lives. perhaps the only thing one can do now is to pretend nothing ever happened. maybe we can do that, but the indelible mark, no.
perhaps i've treated you as too good a friend for too long. maybe its hard to see me in a different light, as a different person. if you are worried over anything, i would be sure to provide the assurance. i'm just so glad we thought of the consequences before we did anything rash. in accordance to ur seemingly simple criteria, i am yes indeed, 1.an aspiring kitchen chef, 2. a faithful utmost concerned lover (no one can say no), 3. entertainer. i won't change for you, i said already, cos that would defy the meaning isn't it? ;) but i'll make myself a better person for you. the most important person in my life.
you see the side of me no one else does.
an end to our ambiguity, a start to our certainty?
herr vs heryk vs herrick o9o488
33`o5
seventeen (:
AJC
loves history, geography and economics irresponsible class rep :P
ex-hockey qm(((((=
~ skenderlers`
Vocalist in "Heryk and Friends" (what a gay name =D) 4p@t3ht|c atheist
so glad to know you
.. i've been happier ever since