"plak!";
x 11:55 pm
kelly clarkson's concert in sydney woohoooo
i wanna bring her along.
i love her too much.
i always care for her.
she would love it so much too.
but why does she oppose my bringing her along to sydney now that i've won it?
just cos i'm a KID, and she's also one?
hello, its sydney,australia,affliate of the united kingdom. all english speaking people. i speak english, and she spakes anglais :P
we are products of western education(maybe not)
its a once-in-a-lifetime experience for me and her(again, maybe not, but WHY NOT?!)
i'm not going down without a fight.
i'm determined to bring my sis along with me.
(what were u guys thinking of before the last line?!)
"plak!";
x 9:57 pm
detestable anderson junior college
hou teng pls its 6 days since i last blogged, oh yea but it's so long ago for me anyway..
been depressed over the weekend, finally its sort of fading. those are real concerns by the way. greatest of all was that the freaking school was furthering its own agendas at the expense of its students again. no one knows how to describe the feeling we are feeling now. even i still constantly question, is there ever a chance the school will reverse its decision? i must have been a fool. my naivety, yet again. to lose such a great friend. i would have deserved it more than anyone; i did not study at all. surely, everyone else was studying for their lives. perhaps the only thing one can do now is to pretend nothing ever happened. maybe we can do that, but the indelible mark, no.
perhaps i've treated you as too good a friend for too long. maybe its hard to see me in a different light, as a different person. if you are worried over anything, i would be sure to provide the assurance. i'm just so glad we thought of the consequences before we did anything rash. in accordance to ur seemingly simple criteria, i am yes indeed, 1.an aspiring kitchen chef, 2. a faithful utmost concerned lover (no one can say no), 3. entertainer. i won't change for you, i said already, cos that would defy the meaning isn't it? ;) but i'll make myself a better person for you. the most important person in my life.
you see the side of me no one else does.
an end to our ambiguity, a start to our certainty?
"plak!";
x 10:54 pm
the freckles on your face
j8 was swarming wth ajcians like myself, but luckily we never got to meet any of them heheh. if not .... :P
i'm happy not cos i passed my promos but because i got to see you today.
"plak!";
x 8:17 pm
open house + makeover
yesterday was open house! i was busy taking pics. my duty was to do tours. and i only did 1. that was wee liang's two "juniors" who looked a bit over sized..before that it was so boring..just ended up walking around the school with mee kwan..the other guys were too bored to do anything/go anywhere..so this is on my one and only tour. *warning: its gonna be very very sia lan! achtung!
having met them, wee liang and wei han were also present with their 'juniors' draped in vs pe shirts. then first thing wee liang said was " they told me they dun want to come aj leh". so first thing i said was " fuck off lor." lol..but after a while i said let's start.. they asked me if aj has chio bu. so i said yea, aj has chio bus for one day every year, and this is the day. you guys are lucky! first stall we saw was netball. wollen adeline sitting there looking very sian and full of gas :P so i brought them over.."yea this is the netball booth, you guys can sign up if you are interested you know" of which the soft reply was " er dun think so..i would hav to go for a sex change" after that was odac. female model clothed in odac gear. so one of them went screwing off the model's wrist...oh my god...couldn't put it back..anyway having accomplished such a thing we went off to stajeworks..on the way saw some trackers who looked as if they were freaked out by what i was going to do to my guests..he asked me if aj had gaming club. so i said aj doesn't have it so if u want it u should go nj, yea nj should have it, i recommend u go there...went in the staje room..some 35/05 girls there..looking as freaked out too..i asked them is this the stageworks room? they would like to know what you guys do.." then we saw this mask, super hideous. then i suaned again la..i bet you'd look so much better if u put it on. when i went out, wee liang looked super amazed and stunned as to how honest and overboard i was..then sort of died off after that..last destination was lt 1. it ended like this " thanks, what 's ur name may i know? i'm xxx from MJ, and he's from NYJ. thanks for the tour today.." lol...yea seems like such a fool i was..but it was so fun ..if i didn't entertain them i would still be stoning with mee kwan at the hockey booth la..oh yea and we danced after that..chee wei says i look retarded dancing..lol...okay but we had fun la..the greatest contribution we made was after the open house. really. got the tables back here and there..there were lots of goodie bags remaining..we all got one each..wouldn't be a prob if we all took 10 each.
today went to liang pei's house. it turned out to be a nightmare for shawn and i, especially after we did our pw. caryn and liang pei started with shawn first, then me. they pushed him onto a chair. oh ya from this period onwards everytime they did something, they would laugh like some crazy women who were insanely perverse. goes something like this "wahhhahahaha HAHAHAHAHA gwahahahah kekekekekekeke" after being forced to sit on the chair, they wrapped a towel around his face, and it was so hot inside the towel. then they started using heat treatment with various tools to straighten, curl or whatnot, the ultimate of which was the huan zhu ge ge fringe.. shawn and i both got that..then they dumped excessive loads of *glitter* gel and mousse on his head..okie la i helped in the spiking of his hair.. then caryn freaked him out by saying she wanted to cut his hair..then anyhow dug scissors into his hair to scare him..but then she did get some hair cut la..ahaha....then i said hmmm i got no scissors i wanna cut for u leh shawn. then i took out a very huge penknife and ***bbrrrreeeeeeaaaarrrrrrcccckkkkkkkk*** wah he instantly freaked out! he got a superstarish porcupine head..when the hair was done..they then continued to the face..it's the sickest part..curled his long eye lashes, and drew around his eye lids with eye liner..dabbed this white stuff between the eye lids and eye brows..like some jap girls like to do..dunno if they applied eye shadow or not(as if it would have made a diff) then they laid down the foundation and added blusher..and it's not blusher..it's like sort of bloody la...like chinese dancers like that..hmmmm did i miss out any parts.....basically i got the same thing as shawn, except that mine was nerdy not porcupine..we both looked ah gua lah..can go thailand already..big bucks u know! liang pei happily took three pictures...which will be used to amuse the classmates tmr...indeed a makeover, one i will never forget!
"plak!";
x 11:01 pm
nonsensical post
lol yesterday i pon chinese and went back home to play comp then went back to school to practise slam dunk the fuck oops fuNk and burriquito for open house. but by now i've forgotten already, so people can laugh at me all they want tmr. let it be revenge for the amount i laughed at dumbass joseph dancing in front of me. fucktard. one word to describe him. okie i'm not being nice. but yeea fucktard. but well he entertained everyone. otherwise no one would have been enthu enough to learn the dances. okie then i was entertaining myself, laughing at how the other hockey peeps suffered during the dance. which i suffered too. ahhaaa..first step in slam dunk was to kneel right knee. OWWW! going down was tough! we were all screaming....excruciating.....and second move was to come up lie on ur left knee. wow. another OWWWW! and how many times we had to redo that la.....tmd......lol eleanor jessica kian lin phang and my screams...it's damn funny..after that i went home..preparing to go out the third time in a day..
to my ex tuition teacher's house! took lots of pictures..some i uploaded jin tai's de..all here:
http://heryk.shutterfly.com/action/
recommended by a satisfied client, my step-on-me sister. hehe i uploaded pictures of yesterday. mrs lee's tuition. she was so shocked! yes ! we gave her a pleasant surprise. i bet it's the first time something like that happened! we all so long never see each other already. all looked a bit different. i looked the most changed i guess..seeing as to how many comments i got..lol...some like what
"wah i didn't know aj had poseurs" or something like that hor WAYE NING! ! ahahha....didn't realise all the san zi jing coming from my mouth ..i mean flowing...too happy to see everyone le..must be...ahaha..i talked the most to yi yong..to be honest i never talked this much to him before! he's in arts too..takes history and econs like me too..but he takes european history while i take south east asia and cold war. while he wants south east asia i want his european..it's always like that ahhaah..okie we took lots of pictures and pictures and pictures! so all there go see for urself. after all, a picture speaks a thousand words. LOL. lame la herrick..
oh that was yesterday. two days ago we had personality profiling. it was useful to most people. but not to me!! lousy test..so sucky..gave a score of 1, 1 and 1 out of maximum of 5,5,5. lol..i had my reasons k..while everyone had their distinct or hybrid personality type, i didn't..i realised somehow i was ticking a lot of boxes...realised i was heading for trouble wor..then in the end we had to draw our points on 4 axes of the types..everyone had like a sharp end or something..while mine was a square. see. i've got split personality. even the other side of me says so. but there's a dissenting voice somewhere that says not. maybe i'm hearing things, but maybe i am not hearing things too. ahahhaa joking la..but it's true i have all 4 personality types. i'm extremely versatile, well, maybe not in applying them..but i'm really a 'fruit salad' everyone had a specific fruit type. grape orange melon banana. so i said i'm such a prick so i am a durian. and other lame fruits la..dunno what already..so crappyyyyy....but renny and hou teng knows i'm really all 4. it's okay. i dun see it as a bad thing either. i see it as a good thing. just that i felt cheated in that personality test. lol. dumb cdp. not forgetting next month's cdp with shawn wee liang justin and the next door girls from 34..some of them..whom i have never talked to before despite seeing each other since march..some since january even..lol..okay that's dumb please ignore me..jian qi's our leader...but he's expecting me to micromanage for him if u know what i mean just cos i'm the class rep..please come up with more original reasonings please ahahaha....everything also class rep lol...then some person will interview me and grade jian qi or something..then i'll take out my wallet and " er well, yer see this, well yea, he yea, gave me the money, so i have to, well yea u know, say good stuff about him yea u get it"..*takes out a folded a4 paper* and starts "here goes what i'm supposed to say..*sounding bored halfway after trying different accents tones and pitches* " yea i'm sure u all can read u dumbasses, here give ya the paper u go read what he wants me to tell you nosey pokes about him"
LOL.
today was farewell assembly. the guest of honour arrived and we had to stand up u know cos of respect and whatnot. everyone stood up so readily and happily. while that thought of standing up was just tooo great to overcome! i tried. but it was too hard to bear. and i was busy laughing at jessica who couldn't stand up too..it's so comical..still can recall how our two classes' classmates were laughing at us..we are so pitiful okay..can't even stand or sit down properly..this is just one of the many isolated cases of the victims of wednesday's quoth, charles our fav coach's 'lowest level of training'. and two days after, my legs still hurt. so do most others. we are really so traumatised by the training already..walking remains the primary concern. we no longer walk like normal human beings. everyone of us has an unique way of walking, or rather, movement, since 'walking' would be politically incorrect already. please, we're not posing..we really have a problem with our feet now...the last time it happened, it ended in 2 days. now i think 4 should be sufficient..
open house packing goodie bags today. wow, i never regretted joining it. though its tough but it's really a once in a lifetime experience. my already hurting back hurt even more when i just started. as i went on, i persevered. yay..we were all really very fast. no one spoke a word, but we were just doing our job. it was really an assembly line. the tables outside lt1 tilted 90 degrees and arranged in a linear fashion. phang and i knew how each other felt laa..another hockey victim..in same boots..but i was really very satisfied despite it being tough. cos it was tough i enjoyed it. it was a challenge. i had to defy my hurting back and carry loads here and there. i supposed that toughened the muscles there. for no pain no gain. i'm crapping too much already. i'll stop here. and keep the enthusiasm for open house burning bright hahahaha.....go go go !
"plak!";
x 9:44 pm
museum-of-twits.blogspot.com
What's An Ah Lian?
1. Long rebonded hair
2. Act cute poses when taking neoprints
3. type with aLtErNaTe CaPs ^^
4. add S, Z, X to the back of every word
5. use "wOr" 'hEe' "nEhz" 'kEkEx' "mAhx" 'oHhz' or something like that
6. include "gal" "girl" or "ger" in their usernames
7. sometimes fat thighs + short DENIM skirts
8. include unimportant information in their friendster (height, weight. LOL)
9. add strangers to their account10. "gerr misshh boii" "lorve euu" =pPp
11. include their sad love fairytales in their friendster [[waitin fer yew ta cum back]]
12. shop at cheap boutiques. (THIS FASHION)
13. fetish for PINK. everything also must PINK.
14. call themselves weird names. MILKster PINKster Pinkalicious missyprincess tootdolliex xiaokeaii- ahhlynn sadahgal
15. must have JIEMUIs. [JIEMUII QINGSHENN]
16. many god-bros and sis.
17. likes to visit the toilet frequently to makeup, adjust skirt, see mirror, retie hair
18. cannot live without COMB and MIRROR
19. *maybe got mirror in front of you all the time, even in class.
20. Loves techno21. Wears PMK, NWO, Von Dutch
22. Know nothing else except HOKKIEN. :)
phew you're not an ah lian. dun worry. but maybe number 5 applies. yea i'm guilty too keke..so no one i know is an ah lian! that must suck a lot..oh yea i'm driving myself crazy thinking about you again (:
"plak!";
x 7:05 pm
sobs
ahhhh stupid mr seng. now i've become the butt of his jokes and sarcasm..why did i have to meet him at hougang mall? i thought he saw only me. well i was hoping so. but i guessed then that something like this would happen. it's so embarrassing! can he imagine it if he's in my boots and i did the same to him? i know he's waiting there. in hougang mall. i'll send in an air strike there. then he can wait for me there. keke =P
stupid idiot....ahhhh......so pai seh......dun u have a girlfriend......
stop telling everyone i was out with who and who la! ahhhhhhh..........teachers love gossiping so much de neh...
soon, ms ng and mrs toh will know. i know they will!
"plak!";
x 7:58 pm
spca pix
okie people i got the pictures uploaded..u can find them here:
http://photobucket.com/albums/b175/heryk/
"plak!";
x 10:23 am
a day at the police camp
i talked to four myanmese today. i cuddled many cats today. but it was not easy.
we got off one stop late, so we had to walk back to the previous stop. construction work was on the roads, and we had to turn here and there. so we thought we were being smart by wanting to go into a hdb estate, thinking there would be a way out there that would save us time. well, if we got out, we would have been there. but what looked like a hdb estate turned out not to be, but much more trouble....
we saw some filipino maids entering the 'estate', which, from outside contained several normal hdb blocks with block numbers on them. thing was, we found a guardpost with an odd-looking policeman at the entrance. he looked at us weirdly, we looked back. but he didn't say a thing, neither did we. i wanted to ask him how to get to spca from there la, but hong zhi very smart, told me not to.i saw a police jeep near him. as we walked, we saw the entire place was fenced up. okay, i thought, that's weird, but some hdb estates do have fences around them. but thing is they were barbed. and not with the normal rusty coils thingy, but stainless steel shuriken-lke barbs. we walked, and we saw the usual police car. then i said, wow this place must be quite restless, so many police cars. according to our sense of direction which was right, we had to head up a steep slope..quite a long tiring climb. then as we walked out of that slope, we saw what looked like a road. okay, it was a road afterall.
but what lay beyond the road was no longer of hdb flats. we saw a small odd temple at a corner. then another large gold-plated one. we saw the gate ahead. which would get us out. but it was locked. i thought i could ask the guard at the guardhouse there, but only a lazy cat occupied his post. it didn't tell us anything. then i heard someone calling HELLO from behind. he was on a bike. asked us what we were doing there. i said, we're supposed to get to the spca from here, but it's locked, and now we're lost. then he said, oh the spca is just out of here, turn left. but it's locked now, so u have to go out of where u came from with the queer-looking guard standing there.but don't turn right, you'll end up in the main guardhouse, and i can't guarantee what will happen. then i asked, where are we by the way? oh, you're in some -muddled language- internment camp. i wanted to ask again what i just heard, cos i couldn't believe it! but he was being more helpful than he could be already, so i just thanked him a lot, still thinking this was a hdb estate. he looked malay, but didn't speak like one. well, i would soon realise he wasn't malay afterall.the moment i looked back i noticed the structure looked like a factory. so i was like, what? hdb, temple, industry, all in one place?! then we went down the sleep slope again. it was a very serene walk
the same guard was there. this time he looked pissed off. "what u doing here? do u belong here?" i said the same stuff, spca and don't know where this is. he was pissed off. he said wait here. then he went to call his superior. hong zhi and i just sat there. i guess we were both half-stunned. cos we did not know what was to come. we looked at his belt. gun yes, baton yes, and a what by his butt?!! a damn DAGGER! and our thoughts ran wild..
we spent quite some time sitting there, reflecting on what hot soup we just landed ourselves into. and we kept thinking about this and that. like that place was indeed a hdb estate, as it had all the playground and fitness stations facilities. there were a lot of malays walking about too. then i thought, the guard did not look like chinese. he looked like thai, yet he did not look like it. so i pieced together the information. he wore a weird straw hat that i laughed at when i first saw him cos he looked like a tard. i walked around and i saw buddhist temples. and they did not look like thai buddhist temples. then i realised. the only people who could look like thai would be the myanmese! wow great discovery!
then his superior appeared out of a corner, walking stoicly, his bulging chest muscles still apparent. first thing he said,
"Y-E-S gentleman. what are you doing here?"
spca crap. do u not know where this is?
"there is a sign that says what this place is. at the front didn't u see?"
er no i walked in from that side so i did not see.
"where u two from?"
er..singapore?(duh)
"u two brother and sister? or?"
friends.
where u two live?
i live in woodlands, she lives in hougang.
then we walked, some sorta silence. my heart was beating fast. it was half scary, half exciting talking to this dangerous-looking man that was so full of himself and his brawn. i thought i would ask him what this place really was.
so where exactly is this place?
"this is the gurkha contingent police force camp."
(wtf this confirms it! the bloody gurkhas oh my god!)
oh. then why if that's so, there are hdb flats here?
"oh they are for the families of the civil servants."
(oh cool damn it)
then we walked quite a distance, up on a hill, that i realised was called mount vernon. we came to the main gate. the first gate we saw that was open. he took our ics. out came an old man. well, about 50 years old. he was the only one who looked kind there. the others there were just young newbies myanmese standing around guarding around etc who looked at us curiously. they seemed to smile, but hid them when they saw the more senior ones looking at them. the old man was not as curt as the guard and his superior. he was quick to soften to us. i saw that he was the only person who had his name tagged on his uniform. the others had only numbers. gorigoya rai. i still remember. he asked us why we are here. and he explained to us that he needed to see if we have taken pictures of the place cos their cctvs revealed someone was taking pictures in that place! so i was calm, yea take it and see. nothing in there. only three pictures. he looked through them many times to make sure. then the badass superior of the dumbass guard came out again, feeling quite unsatisfied. did u take pictures of the place? i calmly replied no again. u wanna see(my poopy ass:P ?)? he looked through the pictures probably 3x 10 times. do u have any other chips?(chips he said in a very funny way) no, i dun have. u sure u dun have. no i don't have. he then looked intensely into my eyes, trying to see if i were kidding him. or some lie-detector maybe. then the old man said, alright he does not have them. so that sort of meant stop bugging that guy, he's traumatised enough already.
then he said to us in an amiable tone, " u know, sometimes it just happens that u stumble across these places, and u don't know it. even i, i have stumbled into highly protected places just like u did today. and they had to interrogate me very thoroughly, even though i may be an officer. so which is why we had to do it too u see. security is tight nowadays." (i think he meant to say it's more unsafe today(pertaining to the threats of global terrorism))
i guess he made up that story to make me and dear more comfortable. then the grumpy badass gave us back our ics, though i still felt he was real unhappy about it. as if he never wanted me to get out. the old man smiled to us, shook my hands and hers. oh yes, how do we get out from here? u see, u turn right out of here, and u walk down. then u turn left, that's where spca is. it's about....300 metres from here. so i was like okay thanks a lot..i didn't dare look back again.
well i think the dumbass guard got scolded by the badass superior guard very badly. cos after he said come this way, he went back to the guard and gave him a hell of a whippin in their funny myanmese language. i must soon revert back to using burmese; southeast asia history paper on monday ahha. but i just guess the badass superior got owned by the kind old man in the end. no wonder he's so pissed with me.
haha..maybe i'll continue the rest. maybe i wun. but this is the story of how the failure of one dumb guard who failed to stop intruders got everyone in a total mess! and of how we almost 'died' ! it's a once in a lifetime experience, and one which has cemented our trust together. we went through a lot today my dear. i told u we would all be fine, and we were. love you.
"plak!";
x 8:30 pm
MATHS student gets pwned by simple conceptual error
s K e N d E : i thought it was x/0
s K e N d E : and being a maths student u know what that gives you
l-=ballzZzZ™: wat's x/0?
l-=ballzZzZ™: x divided by zero?
s K e N d E : ya
l-=ballzZzZ™: ok
-=ballzZzZ™: it;s 1 milliao
l-=ballzZzZ™: million
s K e N d E : NOOOOOOOOO
s K e N d E : it's infinity u toooottttttttt
s K e N d E : u need a student who dropped maths to tell u that?!!
l-=ballzZzZ™: it's infinity? i thought it's 0
s K e N d E : NOOOOOOOOOOO
s K e N d E : x/0 is infinity!!!!!!!!
l-=ballzZzZ™: okok. all right thanks
when it comes to people who take history versus people who take maths, it's a wonder how the former group excels and reigns supreme. haha hou teng got owned! therefore people who take maths may not be able to do maths, and people who take history may be able to do maths in fact.
oh hou teng, this time it was really funny i swear. u can't imagine how much i laughed myself silly over this ahahahhaa...make fun of me some more!
"plak!";
x 10:15 pm
blonde jokes ahaha
somehow i am reminded of my dear when i see the word blonde. ahahaha..
There's 1 redhead 1 brunette and 1 blonde. Their all at the NASA space center. The redhead says to the flight technician "I want to go to the moon". The flight technician says she can go tomorrow. The brunette says "I want to go to Mars". He says she can go next week. The blonde says "I want to go to the sun". The flight technician says, "Don't you know you'll burn up?" The blonde says "Well then I'll go at night."
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A young blonde was on vacation in the depths of Louisiana. She wanted a pair of genuine alligator shoes in the worst way, but was very reluctant to pay the high prices the local vendors were asking. After becoming very frustrated with the "no haggle" attitude of one of the shopkeepers, the blonde shouted, "Maybe I'll just go out and catch my own alligator so I can get a pair of shoes at a reasonable price!" The shopkeeper said, "By all means, be my guest. Maybe you'll luck out and catch yourself a big one!" Determined, the blonde turned and headed for the swamps, set on catching herself an alligator.Later in the day, the shopkeeper is driving home, when he spots the young woman standing waist deep in the water, shotgun in hand. Just then, he sees a huge 9 foot alligator swimming quickly toward her. She takes aim, kills the creature and with a great deal of effort hauls it on to the swamp bank. Lying nearby were several more of the dead creatures. The shopkeeper watches in amazement. Just then the blonde flips the alligator on its back, and frustrated, shouts out, "Damn it, this one isn't wearing any shoes either!"
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A blonde was down on her luck. In order to raise money, she decided to kidnap a kid and hold him for ransom. So she went to a playground, grabbed a kid, and took him behind a tree. "I've kidnapped you!", said the blonde and then proceeded to write a note saying, "I've kidnapped your kid. Tomorrow morning, put $10,000 in a paper bag and place it under the pecan tree next to the playground. Signed, A Blonde." The Blonde then pinned the note to the kid's shirt and sent him home to show his parents.The next morning the blonde checked under the tree and surely enough, a paper bag was sitting there. The Blonde opened the bag and found the $10,000 with a note that said, "How could you do this to a fellow blonde?"
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A blonde executive was driving by a field one day when she saw a blonde rowing a boat in the middle of a dirt field. She drove over to her and said, "It's idiots like you that give blondes a bad name, and if I could swim I would come over there and kick your ass!"
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these are just the ones i've never seen before..so bored to tears today. i didn't study and i just played and slept. but i'm gonna spend every moment with you tomorrow. that is why we should always look to tomorrow :P
"plak!";
x 9:49 pm
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world's shortest personality test
You are dreamy, peaceful, and young at heart.Optimistic and caring, you tend to see the best in people.You tend to be always smiling - and making others smile.You are shy and intelligent... and a very hard worker.You're also funny, but many people don't see your funny side.Your subtle dry humor leaves your close friends in stitches.
i think only renny and hou teng would think so of me.
birth date's meaning
Your birth on the 9th day of the month adds a tone of idealism and humanitarianism to your nature. You become one who can work easily with people because you are broadminded, tolerant and generous. You are ever sensitive to others' needs and feelings, and you are very sympathetic and compassionate. Your feeling run deep and you often find yourself in dramatically charged situations. This 9 energy always tends to give more that it gets.
it's fading day by day.
how Machiavellian are u?
you are somewhat machiavellian
You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead...But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself.You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place.You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to!
true true. but then i hate it when i have to get ugly.
What's your blogging personality?
Your Blogging Type is Unique and Avant Garde
You're a bit ... unusual. And so is your blog.You're impulsive, and you'll often post the first thing that pops in your head.Completely uncensored, you blog tends to shock... even though that's not your intent.You tend to change your blog often, experimenting with new designs and content.
You Are 30% Extrovert, 70% Introvert
You are quite reservedYou aren't afraid of social situations...But you very much prefer to go it aloneAnd why not? You're your own best friend!
What personality disorder are you?
You May Be a Bit Schizotypal ...
A bit odd and socially isolated.You couldn't care less of what others think.And some of your beliefs are a little weird.Like that time you thought you were Jesus.
okie the last line is so wrong.
what's ur love style
Your Love Style is Agape
You are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.
yarps (: couldn't have described it better
how normal are you?
You Are 40% Normal(Somewhat Normal)
While some of your behavior is quite normal...Other things you do are downright strange.You've got a little of your freak going on.But you mostly keep your weirdness to yourself.
oh how surprising. i thought i was more eccentric.
You Are 25% Left Brained, 75% Right Brained
The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.
yes i day dream too much and i suck at persuasion..i know that..
Your Element Is Air
You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world.And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly.Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life.You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful.You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person.With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that!
i'm always trying to run away from it when i see conflict coming my way..
You Have A Type B+ Personality
You're a pro at going with the flowYou love to kick back and take in everything life has to offer.A total joy to be around, people crave your stability.While you're totally laid back, you can have bouts of hyperactivity.Get into a project you love, and you won't stop until it's done.You're passionate - just selective about your passions.
what soul are u
The most misunderstood of all the soul signs.Sometimes you even have difficulty seeing yourself as who you are.You are intense and desire perfection in every facet of your life.You're best described as extremely idealistic, hardworking, and a survivor.Great moments of insight and sensitivity come to you easily.But if you aren't careful, you'll ignore these moments and repeat past mistakes.For you, it is difficult to separate the past from the present.You will succeed once you overcome the disappoinments in life.
i know i'm always misunderstood. i need to explain myself. i'm idealistic, not hardworking, but i'll always survive as the delta camp speaker said of my small group of reckless task-based people.
Your Attitude is Better than 65% of the Population If you scored...
80-100: You've got a winner attitude. You're always optimistic and cheery. Your personality will get you far in life.
60-79: You have a good attitude. While a realist, you do see the positive side of most things. People love to be around you.
40 - 59: You have a positive attitude... somtimes. You prefer to see the world through clear glasses, not rose colored ones.
20 - 39: You have an average attitude. You take the good and bad in life as they come. Though sometimes you could use a little more good.
0-19: You have a negative attitude. You tend to see the dark side of every situation. Free ice cream? No thanks, it will just make you fat!
but i have a stinking badass attitude!
boring myself to death at home. doing lame stuff here. accuracy overall should be at 75%
"plak!";
x 2:12 pm
31, 32, 33..
geog was crazy! for me la. i woke up at 3 am to study! what the....and i tried to study semi arid and arid environments. or is it arid and semi arid environments? i don't know, that's how bad it is. i tried to study aoelian. wait is that spelt correctly? i should think so. but erm....wait....aoelian means wind right. i spent the time from 3 to 4 on aoelian..finished them thoroughly but couldn't get anything inside...then i got out of the house at 5.30. arrived at school at 6. i was either the first, or second student in there at that time. even the office was empty. then i tried to study the rest of the asae too ...got nothing inside....but some rough sketches here and there though. when i got the paper it was tougher than i had expected even after calculating that i didn't study at all. must be michael yapson's doing..innocent face but he's so cunning ahhh. thing is the only topic i studied, asae, i didn't use the info a bit for the whole 3 hours paper. i felt like such a fool. lol. the rest only crapped. cos 8 and 11 was climate studies and environmental problems and management so they were easier to crap than say deserts and population. after the paper i think i heard ppl say they regret studying only for asae+pop cos they all had one part in which they couldn't understand at least. not like climate+epam was sort of easy in relative comparison to me. bel wants to get just an E. maybe me too. just need to pass. but i wrote on mrs toh's goal setting that i'm gonna get an A grade?! dumb me..i'll end up having to write lines i think..."i will work hard and attain my goals next time" x100 ahahahahaha.....
so tired..why...so many things running through my head..but they're not the things i assume everyone else worries about...it's not on what if i fail the promos....come on i've always been nonchalant about such things; if i fail, so? i'll just go the way that is given. there's no need to cry or whine; it has happened anyway. of course i'm hoping it wun happen..
and yes finally going to meet u..missed you for way too long it's affecting me so much.. even when doing my exams i think about u...that's how bad it got. more than a month already. i'm so glad i can finally stop counting.
"plak!";
x 10:15 pm
we be burning!
it's amazing how i've survived until now. basically thriving on nothing but just the thought of you. i dun study anything, but i still do my best. i recall what i've learnt during lessons and simply apply it in the papers. i'm so happy that i didn't study the case studies, just because i did not have much use for them. maybe i am in trouble for this, but i don't know, and i don't care, there's still the south east asia paper on monday and also the econs mcq drq case study on monday too but all i wanna see is you cos it's been a whole month and it's too long and it's killing me just hearing your voice on the phone is simply not enough for me yea. chinese was well, tough i guess. it's the first time i said anything's tough i feel like i'm really going to be screwing up this paper though u say i'm a half bucket in my chinese i tell you i'm in fact three-quarters but today i felt as if i was real empty that was how bad it got maybe it's cos i did not mug the dictionary before the test but all i guess was that i was real burnt out already and i know the same thing is going to happen on monday and perhaps even worse i don't want to think how bad it is but i'm just looking forward to the end of tomorrow, where i can go get my well deserved sleep though i really have no idea to what i lost it to though i did not study and if you don't believe me and "if you don't understand, don't bother to ask" it's okay i won't blame anyone afterall everyone's used to people saying they don't study and yet they thrash them flat when the results come out but for me it's not true. i really did not study, and i do not expect much. but then again i expect much because i put in my best. it sounds so contradictory i myself find it hard to accept but again it's the truth. this i tell myself so that i remember myself and i can regret enough when i get back the papers but somehow i never seem to regret but all i want to do is to regret for only then will i learn my lessons but being last minute is what i've always been. what cat high ppl have always been. and it works. many more times than you can expect. when the guys talk about some other girl who look pretty or slutty or bitchy or whatever i'll just be around by chance, and i'll always say the same thing 'can you not say that of my friend?' it's so amusing to see it happen cos either they are ogling at her or they are criticising how ^&%* that girl is though she's at least pretty and i would always say the same thing and it's so amusing and fun and they always ask why are these people all your friends and i say i don't know so it surely tells you alot about me doesn't it. i 'm crapping non-stop but i'm just grateful to my classmates for the comfort and company they bring. staying in aj for them was an excellent choice i will never regret though there's no such thing as a smooth-shaven bald head there would be bumps here and there but still i see the big picture. i'm constantly wondering i am indeed feeling least stressed during exams or not because apparently i am experiencing both ends. the stress that i want to do well, that has been my nature actually though you can't see it on any day and the other end is cos i keep smirking to myself saying i can do those eh so manageable but yea all i dun want to see is pools of red on my scripts then they'll see just one big pool of red on the spot nah i'm kidding even if i have to get kicked out i won't be so silly. i was so exhausted after the paper that after taking away my jacket my pencilcase my bottle i forgot my wallet. good old mdm ng shouted at me and returned my the wallet. it was like wow is that my wallet i felt my ass and it was flat no so it was my wallet i'm so grateful to her i still think she's the nicest teacher anyone can ever have though her lessons may be boring but even if i wanted to i can't have her teach me now cos i dropped maths. mr hong is also very nice but he's too nice and i even visited some guy's blog his form class somemore and he criticised mr hong for not being able to teach in an absolutely not constructive manner i felt so angry i wanted to punch that guy dun be taken in by his nerdy idiotic fuckface look he's just screwed up just like cat high ppl all are and yea he's a cat high guy and i thought he was nice fuck that how can he criticise his form teacher that's why i hate people who look innocent they are so simply annoying.
alleluia. i'm so tired that i'm feeling emotional. pardon me for my language. had to let it out. and the sentences that never ended. one of them was 180 words long actually. sorry. i'm going off to sleep now. but this time i have to study. geog. A. here i come. and then we will all wake up and it will all be a dream.
oh tttyyyyyyymmmmeeeeeeeeeeerrrsssssss rurrrrnnnnnnnninnngggggggggnouttttttannnnndddddttyyyyyyymmmmmmmeeeeeeerrrrrssssssssssssrurrrrrrrrrninggggggoutttt
"plak!";
x 8:14 pm
hahahhahahahhaa
i promised to not touch the comp the whole week! but here i am! once again..i'm torn into pieces...can't deny can't pretend just thought u were the one broken up deep insidddddeeee you wun get ta see the tears i cried.....behind these hazel eyes.....
STOP!
all i said was here i am!
herrick is going crazyyyyyyyyyy.......
calm down calm down i know i'm happy and you really wanna show it if you're happy and u know it smash the wall ping piang!
STTTTOOOOPPPPPPPP!!!!!!
weeeeee i'm so highhhh. feeling soooooo happpppyyyyyy. typinggggggg likeeeeee a reeeeeeeeeeturd. but i'm happy. cos........
not gonna tell u.
gp was easy...erm.....i know ppl will start laughing at me especially since i've been failing all the way. but it all felt so easy! okie..u can laugh all u want when i fail. just let me be. it's easy! hahhaahahhahahahahah
so ironic that i'm feeling stressfree for the first time in aj. dunno why. maybe cos there aren't lessons. see? we should have exams more often. so stress free. so relaxing. all feels like a breeze.
maybe it's cos my body has given up deep inside. but i've not. i've to get ABCD! cos i promised u so. haha. so dumb. i dun wanna end up getting DEOF though. but i'll give my best.
"plak!";
x 12:32 pm
yea
can't get down to studying; burnt the whole sunday downloading songs cos the ones i ripped are protected so i can't rip to my mp3 player. i feel very tired. very uncomfortable. horrid weather. one moment it's cold as antarctica the other it's hot as hell. now i'm feeling queasy all over. i feel very bad. especially when i've missed you for a month now.
"plak!";
x 5:11 pm