I don't wanna fall to pieces ,
i juz wanna sit & stare at u .
I dun wanna talk about it ,
coz im in love with u .
that's nice
yay it's now 12.19, monday morning. but who cares. chinese not yet finished. geog assignment not yet finished. though they're to be due in a matter of time. but who cares. i'm still chatting with hong zhi. she's gonna change. she will stop hitting ppl. yea right, first thing she does when she sees me would be to hit me. hahaha..she's so gonna fail..
i realised i've not been blogging for a few days, maybe they weren't worth it. anyway it was good to see adeline back in school and in perfect wollen condition(internal joke). though she's not fat. i think she's the best girl friend i have in class. can happily suan without any consequences much. yun hui is also a very good friend to me. liang pei always saves my life during econs. still, i know i am not being a good-enough friend to them. dunno why. stop reciting "it doesn't even matter how hard u try"! so many nice ppl around me, just to name a few. harry and i talked for the first time in like 3 months or something. nothing's wrong now, i hope. why would people want to sabotage me. damn it. and still lie about it. i really don't want to have enemies; can people stop creating them for me. bloody ass.
as usual, had hockey on saturday. i was the odd one out..only 13 present that day. so i paired up with mr seow. he's so friendly and fun. even did the pumping with me. dun think other teachers would do so. yup. he has my respect. guess i sorta got the hits. sweeps..still need time and practice to improve. it was the first time i hit so effortlessly yet it was so fast. i really am so happy for that. but my stamina sucks. three rounds of dribbling made my legs wobbly. i was staggering that i was gonna fall down near the end of it. not to forget the knee-breaking exercises i had on wednesday. justin would be the other quartermaster. so we'll be taking turns. but we dun have a secretary or treasurer still. went to j8 after prac. the guys decided to go pastamania, though not all agreed voluntarily. it's so ex, and wun really make u full. ya, i was one of those making noise, but just for the fun of it, cos i knew i was gonna eat there anyway..but not with them. cos i already wanted to meet with si min. haha. that's when i got into trouble i guess..sure going to get teased in school. oh well, used to it already. shawn pang sehed us last minute. didn't say the reason, but i just teased him as usual..
si min is a very fast girl. she also likes fun i guess. but i promised not to tell. ahahaha. dirty little dumb girl. oh ya, we saw charis outside the mrt station at about 1.30. i just turned and saw her. so si min said 'no wonder u said meet here. cos u knew she was gonna walk past' si min was probably thinking of the same thing charis was thinking about me, of her. confusing. haha. but she was going for lunch with her other green skirt friends(sorry waye ning =P) and after that to some rg concert. anyway, si min still tossed cheese and cracked red pepper into my plate. some things never change. we ate there for some time, but decided there was no way to study at pastamania. and also they wouldn't allow it. so we went to mac's.
sat there and started taking out the books and files and ....all the props....hahaha...turned out we would eventually do a little bit of work. really a little bit. well, i didn't do any actually. cos we were chatting away.....a very long time..........listened to the national day song on the mac tv gazillion times, such that the tune sticks in ur head and that disgusting choreo keeps playing itself in ur head. both trapped in the fantasy of the first three months. we seemed to be able to remember almost every day, every event that happened then. but not for the four months after that. reminiscing of everything..trevor..class barbecue..family carnival..and she told me the story of some despo who got her number...and the disastrous results that followed for him. and he's in geog class. then and now.haha. fodder for the gossip mongers. lousy pickup lines. bad flirt. throwface.throwface.THROWFACE!!! omg. and he was in chinese class with me. heh. pretty obvious who. but forget i ever said anything. hahaha. though we laughed for like ten minutes when she told me the story..loser..oh well....i've enough things in my head to keep myself laughing insanically and without foreign assistance. meaning laughing to myself and people thinking i've lost a screw.
anyway we giggled till very late. 6.30 there about. then, for some reason i suddenly turned, and again, CHARIS! befuddled expression on her face. oh my, you guys are still here? i went for a concert and came back , u two are still here! crazy la.....something like that. about 5 hours. when she came, then we left. haha..sorry...wanted to talk to charis also..but it was time to head home anyway. oh ya. si min was eating smarties. i said keep them for urself. hope the dirty little dumb girl has turned smarter. even if it's just a little bit. ahaha..i will recommend them to zhi zhi..smarties makes u smart..lol..how i miss si min's egoism. ahahaha...the days when she smeared her name all over my worksheet. how dumb.reminiscence. that's what i'm doing now. call that waste of time, but i dun care. it's a way to spend quality time. i wonder if the other 36 guys and girls think about our first three months as much as si min or i do,especially those still in aj now.how i miss u, 3605! it's weird that i seem to forget that janice was my classmate. but she would know why i think like that. she wouldn't blame me.
1.19 now. i had to type slowly and softly for fear of waking up my pop and mom. i'm glad my mom hasn't been scolding me for the past few days now. phew. i really fear. that my upcoming weekends will be spent at home. ah yea that's about how i spent saturday. sunday was all sleeping and ntuc and comp. yea i love going to shop for grocery. call that gay and unguyish, but i like it. i'm a filial son, after all :D ah yes thanks so much to si min. had a really enjoyable day with you, scandal partner! life is so boring in aj without the scandals. no more skenderlers me. sigh. i wanna be a mugger now. wait, no. i just wanna be a happy man. yay. that would be nice :)
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.. i've been happier ever since