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dun overdo it

in class the only people i dare criticise directly are the ppl closest to me. so i can just say anything i want. but i can never criticise the people who are not close to me, but why? cos i'm too nice. i'm been observing, and yea some i take it personally, some dun affect me, but i'm just totally upset with the person. it's not that i didn't want to contribute during the ____ tutorial, but just that i was not given the chance to.so i let you do what you want. and talk to the person throughout the whole lesson while the rest are nonexistent. hence i seemed to be doing nothing. only when there was no solution did i open my trap to give the solution. how to talk freely when everything is controlled by you huh. i'm still thinking whether i should just be open here. then during lecture you're so noisy. so i try to be an idiot as i have done everyday, and this time i make lots of noise in tutorial. and u turn back to give me that stare as if u wanted me to stop that cos it was so cacophonous. look, it's not that you're not at fault. it's just that i was the first to get pinpointed to be at fault. and i did that knowingly. i'm just being EXTREMELY tolerant. and u should not give other classmates attitude. and dun get ur funny friends disturbing the classmates. i hate that. we're gonna have service learning, and look. u can hate me all u want in future, but i'm in charge. i'm the service learning in-charge. that's a fact that shouldn't change. and we're doing the track and field meet. so i dun want to see attitude. the idea that it's gonna require perfection should be quite drilled into everyone by mrs toh huh. i already know what mrs toh wants of me. it's that if that idea of perfection isn't struck deep yet, i'll have to be the bad guy to do it for ya. personally, free of charge. i thought that since i'm the class leader i should be relieved of leading the service learning project. but she chose me, of all people. should i cheer or say damn. the hierarchy chart is as follows: mrs toh then me then adeline and bel. both under me. friends i can trust. so i suppose my job is easier. but mrs toh keeps saying my job is toughest. yep i know. i think i have to be a total bitch when we go into the details. i'm sorry guys, but most probably u all are gonna hate me. but since we chose this track and field meet where perfection is key, unlike the others, there's of course the elevated expectations that come with it. so u can either say we made this smart choice, or that we made this totally unforgivable mistake. it will have to depend on every one. and our partner class too. i sought approval to ask 3705's class rep to collaborate with us. also known as zi xian my chao gay friend. i only dared to ask him cos he's such a good friend i can talk to and suan. and since our classes are in same maths econs geog lectures so why not. and their pd tutor is ms ng, also one of our favs isn't it. oh ya our class voted her as most cheerful and most hyper teacher, so she's really one of our best-loved teachers. it's better than asking a science class actually. good thing mrs toh called it a great idea. phew. i feel it's better working with arts ppl than science. just so different. i think it's gonna be mrs toh here and mrs toh there for subsequent posts. though i was caught by her for being in orientation tee during today's cca investiture and for wearing cat high pants. it was so hot, that i rather change into that. since i was gonna have hockey later anyway. just my luck. ppl behind all wearing pe shirts also. sigh. the investiture was so boring. when it ended, i didn't even realise it. i was dribbling much of the time. wee liang said the girls beside were looking at me doing it one by one. this shows how bored the fellow sauna-goers were huh..got to know something during hockey. wee liang's gonna be so sad. but i shall not say it. no one ask me.
one last thing, sorry for not helping out in the class econs PROJECT. it's just a project. it's cos i really have been doing my work when i could have been helping out there. i still owe work. i still have yet to do gp newspaper article and history tutorial 10. if i can't even catch up with work, what of other 'enrichment' and whatnot. it accounts for lots of stuff. and also one more reason why i dun want to help out. but i'm not telling anyone.seems like i reneged on my promises. all made empty. i'm sorry, chee wei. i promised to help. now, it's just that i can't. and i don't want to. some class rep eh. i still think about why i'm a class rep. of all the guys, i look the least like one, i'm sure.(faggots are not guys ya know justin?)and i certainly dun behave like one. i'm antisocial too. hahahahaha. i'm also a tired freak. very tired. and i'm insane.
oh i just heard sr nathan's been reelected as president again. the ppl cheering when he struggled to speak chinese. totally -_-" whatever. so sad that the nominess were turned down. one was a cleaner i think. haha. the other some jtc industrialist. whatever i dunno i dun read the news. i'm gonna go sleep now. wake up at 4 to do work. cheer up, adeline! i have to admit this, but i'll never quarrel with adeline or yun hui. i'm almost sure.

"plak!";
x 10:05 pm

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