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rants and dedications

if u think i'm the only class leader complaining, look at this :
"Next.. i wanna clarify matters with my fellow classmate.. well... firstly, a person is neva under the influence of another.. its a matter of choice and u allowed urself to be under the shadow of another person.. Sexist as ms alice teo is, she is nice at times too.. so stop making it sound as if she is a total wreck.. As for the cloths, shannie did ask whether they needed help and they say its ok.. if u want help, THEN BLOODY SAY IT. dun give stupid answers that arent here nor there.. We make announcements sitting down? Well, the only time when shannie was sitting down was on tues class civics. He was discussing issues.. which u pple dint actively take part in either.. well.. im sorry if u find me egoistical.. coz its juz me.. and i dun tink im ego as in really ego? u made it seem as if u knew me really well to spot my flaws juz like that.. Wat makes u tink wat u see on a few occasions is what the person is like? There is always a reason behind every action of any rational human being.. U wanna know y im so "attention seeking"? so crazy? making so much noise? TRYing to seem HAPPY? well.. its coz im not happy, and STAGE is only thing that drives me forward? Y am i making noise and being crazy? coz thats the only way to let me not dwell on stuff that haunt me every night while i am at home.. so i am WRONG in trying to appear in ur photos.. so i shant.. i admit that is WRONG on my part if u are really offended by it.. as for gossips... i dunno wat u're referrin to.. if u're toking bout jun kai's.. every1 knows even b4 we say.. as for whether is it the one concerning u.. EXCUSE ME! i tink u oughtta make things clear.. who is it exactly doing it.. im sorry to inform u.. i'll only REFLECT on stuff that i think i am wrong in.. like for example, spoiling the photos by appearing in it? i dun exactly care if im likable or not with u or the class (coz majority of the class is girls) but sadly, i live for myself.. when im standing upright, my shadow will neva be crooked.. y should i stay outta urs? like i said.. i dun live for u? u should stay away from me if u dun like me..and if u WANNA vote us out as class leaders.. go ahead.. i dun care.. i find it a chore.. but i've got no choice.. i was voted in by ppl.. i dint nominate myself.. i cant be bothered to.. the class did.. u think its fun? when we dun have cooperation from u pple? when we have discussions.. what the hell are u pple doing? looking dead.. staying here and there.. toking amongst urselves.. the only pple who are really contributing r juz that same few pple.. not U included.. y bother smiling at ppl when u dun mean that smile.. u tink u're the only one that have problmes? well u're wrong! u only have a problem with me and shan.. thats all.. i've got a home that is on the rocks.. i am so damn stressed.. by wat my LIFE! i rather end it then to continue with it la.. the only reason i wun kill myself is becoz of the minority of ppl in my life that i find it wotrthwhile to live for.. i wouldnt call u a bitch.. coz i will not put myself in the wrong by callling u names. what i have written my defence to ur accusations.. if u arent happy with me.. we'll sit down and thrash it out.. dun leave it behind ur blog.. im sorry if im causing u any misery or have caused u any in the past term.. but i think u've gotta change ur attitude and look at things in a more open perspective.. :) "

not that all parts are relevant, but you can extract common points there. my attitude is same as xavier's. we're after all, best fwens! ahahahah!!!so is marian yay! maybe things would be better if i weren't that stressed out due to my class. but then i know things wun get done. sigh.

i spent 4 hours talking to my wife on the phone. 11.30 to 3.30. it's been a long while since i talked that long on the phone. the previous time was for about 2 hours with her also. accidentally switched off the phone..and i tried calling back. but oh no. the person who picked up the phone wasn't her....it was HER MUM!!!!!phew she only thought i was mad and put down the phone. only then i realised what i had done..calling people's houses at 3 something..then when i thought i had just learnt a lesson, i called back again! i dunno if her mum will kill her today..sobs..forgive me for being dumb please..not totally my fault that i have no common sense and i'm a himbo..my sis would find it weird that i'm super quiet..i'll have nothing much to say usually but when i talk to her..oh my i'm so noisy..but i'll keep it at that. cos i've got stuff to talk to her about. love ya wife muackks. so love talking to you.. i really appreciate you talking to me..but i dun show it..haha..

yay gonna go out to marina bay soon. gonna have fun! we wun stop till we're burnt! mwahahaha. go arcade, go pool, go soccer, go eat! yay! that's the way life should be..let me escape from it all today..i'll come back to reality tmr. lol think i'll get walloped by everyone cos i call my classmates kids. ahahaha..dun get mad at me!

"plak!";
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