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oh yes i finally got back my gp test. sorry to disappoint all my former classmates and whatnot. i got 19/50. 1 mark higher than hou teng. the rest of the class did much better. half got a pass at least?hah. i expected this. it all started from my o level english results. b3. then now this. never mind. fail if i would. this time i got second again. second lowest. at least i had second highest in maths and history. oh yea forgot to mention i got 12.5. jian qi got 13. highest in class. chee wei got same marks as me too. yup. all these grades...similar to last term's. what am i doing, blogging bout trivial things.

forgot to mention that i have not touched any homework,though my classmates' consolation is that there's not much. yea thanks. but everyone's supposed to do all the revision they can manage, and similarly i have touched on none. ahha. looking to fail all my stuff. 1 A pass and 2AO. of course i have to pass 1 gp and 1 chinese. so that makes that A subject to be either geog history maths or econs. well i placed these subjects in the descending order of the chances that i'll pass. i won't drop geog but of course. but something tells me that people want me to. ah well. over suspicious of people again. time and again i've always had these thoughts. but it's in my genes i suppose. you won't know how close my mum is to stalin. sigh. history...hou teng told me he had no interest in history at all. so he might be dropping it. but if he's doing fine then why not continue. but wait who is really doing fine. i learnt from jun fan that many science students got an A for their physics this term, but even so an A student may be ranked below average in the whole cohort. chem can't be that 'lucky' again, but i do suspect the average student would be getting decent grades. not like the arts ppl.

still remember that highest for geog was a B. solitary B among the cohort of about 1o0. then Cs about 1 or 2 per class. or something. yea i got D. meaning i got the top few again. top 5 in class perhaps. nonsense.maths that 15.5. i still remember the first term test though. supposed to be easy but i got like second last. 14/30. so did hou teng, chee wei and chee yao. chee yao got 15 this term. 3rd in class yea. both made some kinda silly joke. that he'd improved by 1 mark, and i improved by 1.5 marks. haha. bleah the sensitivity. we were happy to have received improvement yea. terence said he was considering dropping maths, but cos our teacher's mr hong he didn't want to. i'm thinking of dropping econs. so far i'm the only one who has such a thought. i really dunno if econs is useful after all. mr hong thought that econs is important for arts students? but i told him i have geog and hist already, so econs won't be as important as for other ppl. i really dunno. jun han has trouble coping with econs he told me, and he doesn't see the point in having to study so much while getting unsatisfactory results. i know ms ng is a good teacher, i really like her lessons, but i don't know what i should do. i mean i'm already taking 4 As but i don't know if i can cope. and i have not been studying for my tests as a matter of fact. the travelator to doom.

it's taking one more passenger.

"plak!";
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