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I don't wanna fall to pieces ,
i juz wanna sit & stare at u .
I dun wanna talk about it ,
coz im in love with u .

dun think too much.but still i did.
and so i organized this coming outing myself. i wonder if it was the best thing i did, or the worst. christabel is already feeling pessimistic about the success of that outing(though there are reasons valid enough for her to be); i'm not too happy with that seeing i'm the one fully in charge of it. it will go fine. i will not see how it goes, nor will i force things to happen. i will lead things to happen. it's a different approach altogether. total ignorance, total involvement, discretion.

got 15 for the history class test. terence disclosed that result just to make me happy, thanks so much. for i was feeling an all-time down(still recovering from it) then. class test results don't count for anything, so be it. common test was 12.5. haha.. considered not bad i suppose. hmm. laugh or cry. i don't know. science ppl are doing much better.

haven't touched any work at all, nor started any form of revision. one step closer to orientation next year. more friends. i really don't know what to do. when i study i flunk. when i don't study i get much better results. either way i'm afraid. mrs toh also had this system. or so she said.

i'm not supposed to think too much. oh yea, i have to better appreciate the people around me. i should always remember.

either an overspilling pot of bubbling positive energy, or a cold hard canister chock-full of negative energy that sucks the life out of everyone around. herrick. i wonder what you're thinking now. will you be hating, will you be forgiving the next moment. you're just too warm . you're just a mean machine. are you even yourself?

as a class rep , i must persevere. all the patience i can get. no matter what i do, i face opposition. when i direct people to the yellow brick road, people tread every where else. instead of oz, you land up in ghetto wrecks. what i've been doing for the class, it gets misinterpreted. even worse, unappreciated. but i dun suppose the student councillors get any form of appreciation for all the stuff they do for the school, the expectations they have to meet, do they? so it's normal. i'm used to it. it's hard getting foreign minds to think from your perspectives when they are all indulged in the world of their own. away from the madding crowd.

"plak!";
x 7:27 pm