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went to suntec with my sis yesterday to buy stuff. 55 bucks for my new camping bag. it's a darn huge adidas black and blue bag..i'm gonna have difficulty transiting to school and back...but i think it's nice...so who cares? ahahaha....then i went to peninsula plaza, cos i remembered the hockey ppl always saying peninsula this peninsula that. after filtering through the creepy antiquated looking shops, of which half were thai, i couldn't find any hockey stuff. dumb me then went to the infomation counter, where that kind security guy pointed out that the shop was across the street. went there i did, and i saw " peninsula shopping centre". i didn't know. so dumb. then went to the basement to look at clothes. actually the clothes looked as if they were made in thailand also, just plain tees with printed designs in front and back..nah i didn't really like them. and the shop tenders were actually people who were obviously ah bengs and ah lians..but just the indian and malay variations..didn't feel comfortable there, and saw this fat guy with his girlfriend. he was in gothic style, and it really didn't match him. fashion disaster. anyway he looked more like an idiot than a goth, so we know he failed. and he looked gross. you know if you can dress up like a goth u wun look gross..you would look something else....nicer. sigh for him.

up i went to the second floor. saw that hockey store finally. or maybe there were two. sigh dumb me. the seniors had always warned against going alone. which i did. i dunno if i got ripped but i got a grays hockey stick bag for 19, a dimpled ball for 5, and a matching adidas shoe bag for 13. hmmm. plus i spent 15 on that shirt i bought in that underworld-like basement. i just couldn't wait perhaps. or maybe it was just convenient then. sigh. seeing that i wun be shopping for a long time again, heck with it la.

delta tmr. and we had trevor's last lesson. i know i'm gonna be in trouble with that new lecturer. well, maybe everyone, save those who bother to suck up. one can see he is a perfectionist kinda guy. and i hate to say it, but he's quite a SISSY. i'm trying very hard not to mock at him for that, for that's just me. mr low(our new history tutor but not lecturer for now)looks like an opposite version of him. much more macho, he packs a ton more charisma than mr seng (the lecturer), who actually goes all the way out to make himself unapproachable. first lesson i can recall him saying " i'm a disciplinarian. " well even if he was, i don't think people do that on first encounters. maybe he was setting records straight. in thirty-three, he would have no need for that discipline of his. most of us do our work. in fact, i can safely say my class is the most disciplined among all four history classes. in any case he wun be my tutor, so far as i know, so maybe we're saved. but he's got nothing for me to be afraid of. the scene of him rolling his eyes at ms ng is always on infinite loop. cos ms ng took a bit more time that ate into that history lesson which was the first time we saw our new tutors, so mr seng rolled his eyes. as far as i am concerned, ms ng is a teacher who knows what is best for her students. i took offense at that rude gesture. even among classmates, rolling your eyes is never a nice thing to do.

oh ya that word nice. i have a love-hate relationship with it. it's a good thing that people say you are nice. but it is also a bad thing. it means you have not a positive characteristic which stands out. people do have well intentions(at least for me), but i shouldn't be too particular. turn gay if i do. i should be quite a happy person. everyone treats me nicely in school. my teachers are understanding, my grades can be said to be better than average(can't be better by much anyway =P) sorta enjoying life.

perhaps i'm gonna talk about the only thing.

people are always selfish. i'm not targetting at anyone in particular, but it happens everywhere, doesn't it? starts in class though. again. the class. politics and more politics. of course, it's not the conventional kind of thing u have, but it manifests in a more subtle form. i'm quite sickened at how people can have a change of attitude in a relatively short span of time towards say, love. shows how flexible one can be. yea right REAL flexible. i really feel like doing something. which half the guys in class do anyway. which is to not talk to girls at all unless absolutely necessary. it's true that girls are the cause of much trouble. more than the guys. i'm sorry all my friends, but i'm basing this on my experiences. in cat high there were never conflicts between classmates. cos why? guys what. need more elaboration? people would just ignore you if u were oversensitive. everyone would just be so happy if the class was made up of boys. sensitivity. a overdose as much as a lack of it is as fatal. and if u show too much of it, would recipients get the wrong idea? and if u don't wish to exercise it at all, would it be fair to be accused when you do have valid reasons for you to not be sensitive to a person in need? and whine whine whine they do. blahhhhhhhh

why do i have to even get involved in all these. can't i just be a friar in class and associate not with girls? yea scold me now. wun you. and you dunno my reasons.

"plak!";
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