I don't wanna fall to pieces ,
i juz wanna sit & stare at u .
I dun wanna talk about it ,
coz im in love with u .
bitching time
okay i can't take this anymore. i have to start complaining now.
early in the morning in the dance studio , mrs toh told us to sort out the files;complete and incomplete. justin was in charge, so i reminded him to sort them out. and that faggot didn't at all. got us a heaping pile of scolding.and it's only like the 3rd time that she's seen us and we got scolded hell already?wtf. ppl are wondering why i'm so against him and harsh towards him, but in the process of wondering,i'm almost sure they will eventually think of him as the ultimate irritant maybe. his reputation in the class isn't positive at all already, yet he still did dumb stuff all the while. "huh?jian qi is a guy's name?" that is like the ultimate insult. jian qi was so very angry when he told me about that. i heard him saying that too..he's gonna get his head chopped off soon if he still continues with his insensitive remarks. as terence said, there are 2 kinds of ppl under the insensitive category. one being the conscious insensitive, the other being the unconscious category. justin just blurts out inappropriately, and he doesn't even know that his words have already hurt people.
and after pe today, when mrs toh informally asked who wants to be the pdg rep, then only shawn and chee yao and me volunteered. then of all things, the girls didn't volunteer anyone amongst themselves at all lah. spastic. then all the girls were complaining about the three class reps being guys and there were no girls at all. i was so pissed at the lack of maturity that i just exploded. only bel knows why i think(of all the girls). the other girls would just think i'm crazy and threw a tantrum for no rhyme or reason. so you girls want to complain about a trio male chauvinist power bloc, and yet none of u want to volunteer?like what the hell. total nonsense. i've never seen so much irrationality in quite some time. make so much noise only. but never mind, shawn was just joking(sort of saw it coming), so now bel can be the rep also..and that would effectively solve the paradox of the girls. yay. chee yao and bel and me. we can work together so well. i dun see why the girls would want to break us up. what nonsense. if they are just so keen on sowing discord and not letting us be the pdg reps, then their own loss. as if they would want to be the pdg reps. how rare that we have that desire to serve the class, yet are being dissed and criticised for that. how fair is this. but i wun complain whether it's fair or not, cos there's no point.it's always been unfair. i'm thinking if bel chee yao and me decide to abandon the elections, then there would be no one else who would want to be the pdg reps, and simultaneously, have the amount of respect and support from our class.so before you whine anymore, think whether you are doing the class more harm or good by trying to cast us away(chee yao and i specifically).
and what crap about the task/test.hmmm. so if i fail then someone else gets to be the pdg rep yea.ahaha. and we know the class will die then....(internal joke), if our predictions are correct.also , that sickos vs cocksters thing should not be carried too far. it's just a joke lah. wonder why some people have to use to like insult/mock/whatever u will call that or like drag it into our real world. kind of silly, and relationships will be strained cos of this.so sad.
and anyway charis is still chio. no....more chio than ever i mean.terence jian qi and i were on the marina bay bound train today and i told them i was going to meet charis. alone ya. then he gave me that suggestive horny gaze again and asked" charis?charis who?" lol what did i reply. "charis liew lah!then charis what?charis ma ar?" okay not funny..but terence asking me 'charis who(as in which charis)' is kinda amusing..shows how blur he is.
okay funny day. was pissed as much as i was happy. as moody and emotional as ever. if i'm cold to you, dun complain. that's cos u deserve it.
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seventeen (:
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