I don't wanna fall to pieces ,
i juz wanna sit & stare at u .
I dun wanna talk about it ,
coz im in love with u .
what a life!
somehow i told myself i would dread this holidays.prophecies of losing friends by the day are somehow coming true.of course,i would never be arrogant as to be the one doing that.not because i need friends or what,but whether friends need me.but it's okay.a solitary life is nice too.you can be nice to yourself and your family if that is true.another prophecy was that of holidays becoming boring and plain.so far,it has not been.i'm quite proud of myself that i managed to keep myself entertained and satisfied this weekend.
see,yesterday my mum bought me a new bike.it's $160 ,and it seemed to be a good catch.suspensions and all,it's a new unconventional bike(the 'broken' ones you know...).they have a name,called g-type or y-type if i'm not wrong.anyway after that i went to east coast park.that's the good thing of your father having a mini lorry.you can toss ur bikes there and transport them easily and safely.it's been about 3 months since i rode on a bike,so after familiarising myself=orientating,trying to maintain a continuous distance of 1 metre.hahaha sounds so noob!!i decided that it was time to pick up the momentum once more.at first my sis,mum and i were cycling already,but as usual,i would be the fastest of us,being so competitive.obviously they're not for competition.they call it leisure,so they cycled very slowly.i was quite sorry that i did not mention a word and i simply disappeared.i wanted to accomplish something,but was doubtful.but well,since i had set off,there was to be no return.off i went.the previous time i was there,i had set off from the same place,which was the western end of east coast park,so that's rather near tanjong katong.that time,i think i travelled only as far as 2 or 3 km at most,ending at some small canal outlet with a few restaurants.this time,i decided to expand that record,so off i went ahead after that previous record.the whole place is quite fun.it's impossible to describe how fun;you have to experience it to know what i'm saying!every now and then on my journey,i would suddenly see nobody in front of the track.and i see lots of green grass or some dark forest sheltered area,then i got doubtful.they didn't seem safe at all.all too lonely.but,i still decided to go beyond them.they're part of nature anyway.the next time that question popped up,i told myself i had gone for so far,why should i be irresponsible to myself and give up!so persevered all the way.you see,even though the o levels are over already,the attitudes concerned with it are still floating around.it's the same great spirit that i am applying in my daily life.
anyway i cycled till the tracks were fresh and a little uneven,no paint on them.then after,cycled at that fresh track till it ended subtlely.but i thought there was more.i couldn't believe it would end there.so i went on after the track,which was already an official road for autos.i cycled about 200m on that road,hoping to catch trace off any other domestic paths for cycling.there was simply none,and cars were missing me frequently!could have gotten my ass whooped if i had not been careful with my balance.yay officially i finished east coast by bike.i dunno how to put that in grammtically correct terms,but since i'm boasting,you'd know what i mean :D
ah well,the distance back was as long.with a correct mindset ***pokes top of head with index finger***(only cat high ppl will know),it was much more easier.
when i got back to somewhere almost near the start point,about 1 or 2 km away,i saw my family.there,there,they saw me and were smiling.i asked for how long i had disappeared.it was 2 hours.gulp.anyway,i lent my bike to my dad to ride it back to where we started.having dismounted(sorry i still compare horses to bikes),i walked with my sis back there.she was pushing the bike back lol.for that same 1 to 2 km.
after that,i had a very unpleasant experience which wasn't fair at all.a very very unpleasant experience that was out of my control.but i shall make no mention off it.i dun get these stuff into me for long.they would sting me hard at that time,but they would just go away.like an ant bite.
life's to be enjoyed!
i concluded that as the end of saturday.
then for sunday.in the morning,i woke up and played thrones and patriots,which i owe all to choon wee.if not for him i wun be playing such a great game.then i watched tv after that,around 11 maybe.watched this cna japanese infomercial.it was some programme of amateurs or different reporters visiting the hard-to-find restaurants of the back alleys. really interesting.as usual,you have to see to be amazed.but i still have impression of the brilliant sashimi slices.god,are they luscious!it seems that the owners take a lot of pride in their food.you can really see the difference of restauranteurs in japan and singapore.the food u get in nippon-go will just warm your heart.they have that feeling for their food.meanwhile,in between the commercials,i switched to channel5.dunno what that programme was called,should be something like the joy of sailing or whatnot.it was a programme filming a yacht race that took place over a few days.it was the first time i saw something like that.cos the crews were averaged 20 per yacht.and the yachts are huge masses of fibreglass and cloth.the people really enjoyed what they were doing.sure was an exciting programme!
watched the world weekly of channel 8 at 1 after these programmes.i could only recall one,which was this romanian woman jumping into a small quarry she had dug most probably to collect sand in a bucket,which she would then bring home to eat!!gross!!a doctor was consulted.he said sand-eating was normal in humans.that shocked me.then he went on to say humans could eat 1 to 2(teaspoons or tablespoons i forgot) spoons of sand per week.that confounded me.i refuse to believe what he said.unless humans are known as cocks and hens,then i've nothing to say.
in the afternoon...continued playing rise of nations...bla bla bla...so fun...(fastforward 10xx)
evening watched austin powers.second time i watched it,but still was funny. i loved the part where the people would scream,god,that's a huge....Dick,do u copy,what the that looks a like a big....Wiener,you want a wiener?wait,what is that...one-eyed monster?
gosh,that seemed never to end,but was so comical.then halfway i went with my sis downstairs to buy some vittles and frozen confection.the uncle of the shop saw us both together and said i've seen u 2 brother and sister together for so long ever since you were young.your brother protects you aye?that kind of thing.it came as a shock,cos he never said much to me,maybe cos i dun frequent his shop though it's just below my deck.
then when i got home,i finished all 3 bags of the junk,if you rounded them up :P
see,i'm devising a plan now.day 1 exercise,day 2 eat junk food.repeat till kingdom comes.in this way i can maintain my weight.sure it would be better if i skipped day2.i will do that!
setbacks will have to come my way this holidays,i dun deny.it's part of the growing up process.i'm still young.may happy memories come my way and overrun the sad stuff.i do know i'm very excited now.cos it's going to be full of physical activities for me.i make sure that is true.i will lie if i have to get my physical quota fulfilled.it's time i did something for myself.great,13 hours from now,i'll be at pasir ris park with 4 other friends.i'm so happy!cycling once more!lol i must be mad.pasir ris park is much smaller,so i think i can finish back and forth journeys about 3 times at least.it's going to be easy.
i've got my stamina training at east coast,i'm going to be proud of myself,i'm going to have fun,i'm going to see the world,meet new friends,watch more television,watch more films,finish thrones and patriots campaigns,relearn warcraft 3,resume playing at lan shops,persuade my mum to let me take up german,go for swimming lessons,bask in the woodlands library lol,buy new reference books,liberate my worksheets to my sis,cycle if i've nothing to do,catch up with friends(if you let me),continue to blog and log my daily life.hah!i hope i have provided inspiration to you if you have been reading this,that the holidays are not what they seem to be.you seem to be stuck in an abyss now,but once you displace yer ass (tm),momentum's all set and you're good to go!enjoy life!boot setbacks and relish the moments of now.i'm looking to the future.40 days.i'm going to have the time of my life!!
P.S: we used to have at least 8 hours together,every weekday which we hated.now that it's gone,you regret.things will never be the same again.goodbye kawan...i'm going to miss you all...
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