"plak!";
x 2:30 pm
what a life!
somehow i told myself i would dread this holidays.prophecies of losing friends by the day are somehow coming true.of course,i would never be arrogant as to be the one doing that.not because i need friends or what,but whether friends need me.but it's okay.a solitary life is nice too.you can be nice to yourself and your family if that is true.another prophecy was that of holidays becoming boring and plain.so far,it has not been.i'm quite proud of myself that i managed to keep myself entertained and satisfied this weekend.
see,yesterday my mum bought me a new bike.it's $160 ,and it seemed to be a good catch.suspensions and all,it's a new unconventional bike(the 'broken' ones you know...).they have a name,called g-type or y-type if i'm not wrong.anyway after that i went to east coast park.that's the good thing of your father having a mini lorry.you can toss ur bikes there and transport them easily and safely.it's been about 3 months since i rode on a bike,so after familiarising myself=orientating,trying to maintain a continuous distance of 1 metre.hahaha sounds so noob!!i decided that it was time to pick up the momentum once more.at first my sis,mum and i were cycling already,but as usual,i would be the fastest of us,being so competitive.obviously they're not for competition.they call it leisure,so they cycled very slowly.i was quite sorry that i did not mention a word and i simply disappeared.i wanted to accomplish something,but was doubtful.but well,since i had set off,there was to be no return.off i went.the previous time i was there,i had set off from the same place,which was the western end of east coast park,so that's rather near tanjong katong.that time,i think i travelled only as far as 2 or 3 km at most,ending at some small canal outlet with a few restaurants.this time,i decided to expand that record,so off i went ahead after that previous record.the whole place is quite fun.it's impossible to describe how fun;you have to experience it to know what i'm saying!every now and then on my journey,i would suddenly see nobody in front of the track.and i see lots of green grass or some dark forest sheltered area,then i got doubtful.they didn't seem safe at all.all too lonely.but,i still decided to go beyond them.they're part of nature anyway.the next time that question popped up,i told myself i had gone for so far,why should i be irresponsible to myself and give up!so persevered all the way.you see,even though the o levels are over already,the attitudes concerned with it are still floating around.it's the same great spirit that i am applying in my daily life.
anyway i cycled till the tracks were fresh and a little uneven,no paint on them.then after,cycled at that fresh track till it ended subtlely.but i thought there was more.i couldn't believe it would end there.so i went on after the track,which was already an official road for autos.i cycled about 200m on that road,hoping to catch trace off any other domestic paths for cycling.there was simply none,and cars were missing me frequently!could have gotten my ass whooped if i had not been careful with my balance.yay officially i finished east coast by bike.i dunno how to put that in grammtically correct terms,but since i'm boasting,you'd know what i mean :D
ah well,the distance back was as long.with a correct mindset ***pokes top of head with index finger***(only cat high ppl will know),it was much more easier.
when i got back to somewhere almost near the start point,about 1 or 2 km away,i saw my family.there,there,they saw me and were smiling.i asked for how long i had disappeared.it was 2 hours.gulp.anyway,i lent my bike to my dad to ride it back to where we started.having dismounted(sorry i still compare horses to bikes),i walked with my sis back there.she was pushing the bike back lol.for that same 1 to 2 km.
after that,i had a very unpleasant experience which wasn't fair at all.a very very unpleasant experience that was out of my control.but i shall make no mention off it.i dun get these stuff into me for long.they would sting me hard at that time,but they would just go away.like an ant bite.
life's to be enjoyed!
i concluded that as the end of saturday.
then for sunday.in the morning,i woke up and played thrones and patriots,which i owe all to choon wee.if not for him i wun be playing such a great game.then i watched tv after that,around 11 maybe.watched this cna japanese infomercial.it was some programme of amateurs or different reporters visiting the hard-to-find restaurants of the back alleys. really interesting.as usual,you have to see to be amazed.but i still have impression of the brilliant sashimi slices.god,are they luscious!it seems that the owners take a lot of pride in their food.you can really see the difference of restauranteurs in japan and singapore.the food u get in nippon-go will just warm your heart.they have that feeling for their food.meanwhile,in between the commercials,i switched to channel5.dunno what that programme was called,should be something like the joy of sailing or whatnot.it was a programme filming a yacht race that took place over a few days.it was the first time i saw something like that.cos the crews were averaged 20 per yacht.and the yachts are huge masses of fibreglass and cloth.the people really enjoyed what they were doing.sure was an exciting programme!
watched the world weekly of channel 8 at 1 after these programmes.i could only recall one,which was this romanian woman jumping into a small quarry she had dug most probably to collect sand in a bucket,which she would then bring home to eat!!gross!!a doctor was consulted.he said sand-eating was normal in humans.that shocked me.then he went on to say humans could eat 1 to 2(teaspoons or tablespoons i forgot) spoons of sand per week.that confounded me.i refuse to believe what he said.unless humans are known as cocks and hens,then i've nothing to say.
in the afternoon...continued playing rise of nations...bla bla bla...so fun...(fastforward 10xx)
evening watched austin powers.second time i watched it,but still was funny. i loved the part where the people would scream,god,that's a huge....Dick,do u copy,what the that looks a like a big....Wiener,you want a wiener?wait,what is that...one-eyed monster?
gosh,that seemed never to end,but was so comical.then halfway i went with my sis downstairs to buy some vittles and frozen confection.the uncle of the shop saw us both together and said i've seen u 2 brother and sister together for so long ever since you were young.your brother protects you aye?that kind of thing.it came as a shock,cos he never said much to me,maybe cos i dun frequent his shop though it's just below my deck.
then when i got home,i finished all 3 bags of the junk,if you rounded them up :P
see,i'm devising a plan now.day 1 exercise,day 2 eat junk food.repeat till kingdom comes.in this way i can maintain my weight.sure it would be better if i skipped day2.i will do that!
setbacks will have to come my way this holidays,i dun deny.it's part of the growing up process.i'm still young.may happy memories come my way and overrun the sad stuff.i do know i'm very excited now.cos it's going to be full of physical activities for me.i make sure that is true.i will lie if i have to get my physical quota fulfilled.it's time i did something for myself.great,13 hours from now,i'll be at pasir ris park with 4 other friends.i'm so happy!cycling once more!lol i must be mad.pasir ris park is much smaller,so i think i can finish back and forth journeys about 3 times at least.it's going to be easy.
i've got my stamina training at east coast,i'm going to be proud of myself,i'm going to have fun,i'm going to see the world,meet new friends,watch more television,watch more films,finish thrones and patriots campaigns,relearn warcraft 3,resume playing at lan shops,persuade my mum to let me take up german,go for swimming lessons,bask in the woodlands library lol,buy new reference books,liberate my worksheets to my sis,cycle if i've nothing to do,catch up with friends(if you let me),continue to blog and log my daily life.hah!i hope i have provided inspiration to you if you have been reading this,that the holidays are not what they seem to be.you seem to be stuck in an abyss now,but once you displace yer ass (tm),momentum's all set and you're good to go!enjoy life!boot setbacks and relish the moments of now.i'm looking to the future.40 days.i'm going to have the time of my life!!
P.S: we used to have at least 8 hours together,every weekday which we hated.now that it's gone,you regret.things will never be the same again.goodbye kawan...i'm going to miss you all...
"plak!";
x 1:20 am
so much for my happy endin'
it ended yesterday.4 years for it.suddenly,i've no goal in my life anymore.i only feel relieved and more relieved now.i'm getting a cold from it.it's a feeling no words can describe.hmm wonder who else has this kind of feeling.it's quite bad,knowing that for 40 days you're to do nothing.but anyway,i've shuffed my seriousness or whatever aside.seems that i am NOT myself when under stress.cos yesterday i was watching 1 and a half hours of tv on arts central.nonono,not classical music concert(there ain't much anyway),but rather jap anime and a film.
the first jap anime was called 'the twelve kingdoms',then after inuyasha.the twelve kingdom tells of conflicts between 2 kingdoms(which was what i saw in the episode).i think conflicts between 12 :D but there's this kingdom called Ko which is simply in shambles,and people are fleeing from it,and they board this ship heading for En kingdom.when they arrive,they see a majestic city,which is completely opposite of Ko.they drew it in such a way that En appears to be a utopia.i'm not sure if the kingdoms are all japanese;most probably not,as there are a few chinese people and streets there.well,what can you expect since you're people of the same racial stock?however,the story focuses on 2 girls,called kai-kyushu ....i hope i got that right.they are like knights but they are just simply ninja girls,which makes it interesting since there are only male ninjas.both girls are actually good friends,but when 1 of them falls to the dark side,she gets possessed by this force called the hinman,and she becomes very strong,then goes to engage her good friend in battle.then her master is disappointed with her,and he gets rid of the hinman and she becomes the demure girl again.why do they show so little in an episode?hahahaha...
second was inuyasha.quite funny.it's action and comedy together.again,it's of the same genre.but more relaxed.it's about this guy and his girl roaming the lands searching for some stone fragments...lol what else?then they meet this guy called nobunaga,who's a poser but really dumb in actual fact.they give him food to eat,and he proudly says he thanks them for the food,then he must go for some mission so he goes off alone,then immediately falls off a ledge for being too proud.so inuyasha and his girlfriend decide to go with him.when inuyasha asks her why they must do so,she says she's worried cos he's really not very smart.they then discover they have to go to some castle,which is at least 100m tall.being a superhero,he decides to piggyback his girlfriend and thrust up that castle.then nobunaga also piggybacks on him eventually,so it's quite comical seeing 2 people on 1 person's back.then fighting etc...
after that i watched samson and delilah.it's actually a bible story,about how samson defeated the philistines.god knows who they are.but,samson is this superstrong man who will eventually lead his people in a rebellion.he's like some rambo but only that he's dressed in even less clothes,and wields short dagger-like iron swords.i didn't finish the film,so sorry!
remind me of what nice tv programmes to watch please.i bet i've got more than enough time for everything in the world now.meanwhile,if no one's going to jalan-jalan with me, i'm heading to the library.and then slowly weave a silken case...40 days is a good amount of time.then out of the cocoon,will emerge a nerd!i will lose my life and vitality!help me help me!so i must definitely go out and walk.orchard's a good place to start.full of life and atmosphere.much more things to see than in causeway point and northpoint!although it's relatively far,but it's worth it.more happenin.then there's no way you can finish the streets there in a day!so much to see!
now,play comp.till when,i've no idea.i hope everyday would be worth living from now on.i shall want to keep my conservatism on a leash and hurl it in a dark alley.it's gonna be time to DARE!
"plak!";
x 10:27 am
existentialism:relevance to my life
i read up on my current passion-existentialism.the more i read,the more i get engrossed in it.
so,you would like to know what it means?i wanted to know too,but was told smack on the face that because it covers too diverse a topic,it is impossible to explain it...too bad?well,still there is hope.the basic structure of existentialism can be found here:
http://www.anselm.edu/homepage/dbanach/sartreol.htm
there are no religious sympathies in existentialism,as its proponents have been prominent theologians,atheists,mathematicians;though they may attack each other for their views on religion-which has been happening since people were dumb.(sorry,i'm a little biased here,but that is my own view,and you will never hear anything like that coming out from my mouth personally).
the reason why i can identify with existentialism is because all the while i've had these ideals since logic was known to me(circa 2000,about the time i left church).i thought only i had these ideals,as in only i would have this specific set of guidelines in my life.well,now that i see it,i'm amazed.
woot,i saw this quote by german philosopher,Nietzsche.i bet he's anti-christian.
"You will never get the crowd to cry Hosanna until you ride into town on an ass!" --Nietzsche
that's what he said.cool. i thought people only used direct examples to insult the rationality of the bible.ahh,i have thus learnt that people spoke with tact and sarcasm since then.using absurd(but true) examples to mock what is utterly absurd.if christians are looking for a fight here,you will be shown the door.i will not bother fighting.
ah well,for the sake of just knowing more about me,if you do want to,then continue reading.my famous quote,on being asked if i were antichrist is,"how can i be anti-christ when the so-called he doesn't even exist?"i would always say this and my mouth would well up and tilt quite some angle in sheer defiance.that's me when i come to religion.no more mr nice guy,no sweet stuff,just the facts that i want the people around me to know.
ah, but well,if you're a hardcore anti-christian,continue to be.if you're a fervent christian,continue to be.makes the world more exciting.(damn,this dampens the existentialist idea that the world is a pessimistic place)
sorry i slept 4 hours only,so my stuff are very messy.anyway i'm still clear enough to shout to some auntie who was talking to another auntie when they met in the middle of a housing estate small lane,and there was a taxi heading their way.i shouted and pointed at the taxi behind her,"auntie auntie!".she took her time to acknowledge i was shouting at her,and when she saw the taxi moving slowly behind her then only i heard a thank-you.phew.
and when i got home,i bought roti prata.she was insulting the food.in chinese "so disgusting!just like them!(indians)etc etc"damn i can't stand it.you know,i'm so nice to everyone i know,but she just makes me repulsive and hate her.she's the reason why i will scold vulgarities.on her(in secret,only my sis would know)only my sis and i can know what pain we are suffering daily.no one else would.see,no wonder i plunge more into existentialism.and there's that radio,which is on for the half of the day.she always listens to 97.2 in the afternoon.u know,i simply hate that programme.last time,they used to discuss sexual problems on it(erectile dysfunction,orgasm details....)you know how gross that is to young people like me and my sis?we like can't stand it lor!thank goodness the taiwanese host has shuffed his ass back to kmt land.better dun come back.he looks damn gay and is actually an auntie-killer.wth.but now,the only programme i get into contact into is this afternoon talkshow running the full length of the lighted day.the hosts are two bitches.one's a young but actually lifeless bitch of 25 to 30 maybe,who just got married.the other's an old unwanted hag of 40 to unknown age who often discusses how men should be, with her fellow compere,to women.no wonder no one wants her.she's damn bhb.and there is no such thing as a perfect gentleman.there are gentlemen,but no perfect ones.she's always insulting men indirectly etc etc,all the middle-aged women worries of unfaithfulness and all.and my mum loves the programme cos of that.she claims my dad was unfaithful to her,so everytime she listens to such woes people brainlessly pour out,she would just add her own experiences and again,my sis and i....well,i'm tired of it,in both senses of the word.most sickening thing is actually what the hosts call themselves.directly translated,one's called big lass,the other's small lass.act cute.i feel so nauseated always.but these people are there for a good purpose-to remind people they have brains,cos the acute lack of the hosts' brains does irk me.it's public media you know?mediacorp...mediacrap.....whatever la,we know best.one welcome addition doesn't change it much :0
i'm getting close to my sister nowadays.cos we both agree that we would never treat our offspring,if any,the way my mum treats us.obviously we have been through hell and high water,fire and brimstone that we actually know we would RATHER our kids NOT know of the sufferings we went through.to me,life is an endless struggle,in which everyone faces the same amount of problems.for me,maybe financial,but i am quite satisfied with other aspects of my life.i enjoy it.good news.as i am always around when my sis uses the comp(it's in my room),she would always listen to erm...pop or whatever.i know the songs better than her now ;) i dun go for lyrics,but the tunes and melodies rather.indication:i am starting to sing the songs...though classical music would still be my fav.i got hooked onto classical in primary six i think.was in the comp lab,and in those days,midis were the most advanced (prolly only) forms of digital music.so when i went into the lab,i got into powerpoint and started searching the files.i didn't search intentionally for them,but i just wanted to hear the files that were more than a twinking of an eye.so i started listening...most impactful and impressionistic was bach's brandenburg concerto no.4 first movement.the rhythms just throbbed my heart.intervals were all so timely...and there was that trait that you knew was of bach's the moment u heard it.
meanwhile,hope you've all enjoyed my few stanzas.did it with the encouragement of e tuition fren lol.i didn't mean it to be that morbid actually,but i headed off with intention of reaching a balanced viewpoint,so i started with the morose version first.i don't know when the 2nd would be completed.i presume you all like it yea?the intention was to create something simple and cold,emotionless while being encapsulated in the full quintessence,hence the lack of seeming sophistication,and bombastic words you would like to see in literary expressions.don't worry,my looks don't do anything to me.i wun get happy nor sad over them.they're given by our parents aye?so we can't put any blame or stuff on them.that's not going to be fair!anyway,what do looks matter?you can be pretty,but yet you're so evil.you can be demure,yet so rebellious(not that it's bad).handsome but dumb,dumb-looking but smart.actually i'm quite aghast that i've friends ploughing through my pages of junk.but if you're bored then :D or maybe you just picked one particular post,or....i should stop reading too much into things again.bad habit.but being such an observer rather than a participant much of the time,perhaps that is the best thing i ought to do yet.rise of nations,now,here i come!if only i could get a 128 mb graphics boost to my comp as a christmas gift...
"plak!";
x 2:20 pm
life-morose version
born into this conflict-ridden world,
only to experience insufferable fates,
one does stop and ponder,
"what are we here for?"
the monopoly over all other creatures,
we being supreme over them all,
the one species to rule them all.
Then,what of fairness?
You think you're smart,
nay i say,eat your whey,
you will all die and decay
return to soil and dirt you shall,
on your last fateful day.
Embers or rays of utter good,
who cares for that,
that you will know at your moment of dispatch.
for now,you do know you are born to die.
"plak!";
x 1:28 am
random thoughts
i thought of this new nickname today: wreaths placed round your head are called garlands.just bored.then i was thinking of existentialism;a term i first rediscovered in rise of nations.it's actually a philosophy regarding the love of the individual self while mourning the fact that we humans here are born for not much purpose.oh ya there's this himbotic part of me again- i recalled for ss source-based,i used 'argentinian' in place of 'argentine'.feel like killing myself.stupid idiot!other examples include "should birds and cages be kept in cages?" and forgetting to write down the question number for chinese paper 1.i can't remember all these funny incidents now,but as the holidays approach,plenty more will be found.and i shall laugh at myself again,oh what a fool.
my mind is full of wandering thoughts at this period of time.no thought is settled,and i can develop excellent plots from them.no-one tells me anything,but maybe it's fate.but do i interfere?let it come take me?or just dawdle around?my sis tells me to be open.i am!just conservative.but i'm versatile in some aspects!toootttt....byebye....
"plak!";
x 9:14 pm
memories...
today i finally had to agree with the whole class's judgment that willie is really a prick or irritant or thorn-in-everyone's-ass,or whatever you deem apt.it was aggravated especially since i had just got down to pizza for dinner.been real months since i had pizza.
Willie,"Wei tomolo u going to school mah?"
Me,"tmr is sunday.monday got paper two then i got go la"
Willie,"so what time you going tomolo?"
Me,"tmr i not going!!!grr.."
Willie,"Wa lao...Why?You can ask me maths la..."
Me,"no"
firstly,he must be mad.tomorrow is sunday.and he wants me to go to school to teach him geography.(i forgot who,but there was this guy who liked to use firstly.the secondly or thirdly would be nonexistent.)secondly,why does everyone think my geog is so good?doesn't everyone say that geography is of pure common sense?it does say much about much of everyone's common sense doesn't it,if u determine so by your results?everyone says it's easy,but not many score well.no,i'm just commenting on my classmates' overconfidence..it's quite worrying.oh yes,my secret to getting a1 always,if u still are persistent,is to read the textbook ONLY.i never read marriane chong's 'extras'.that's why i'm pissed whenever i see foreign terms never previously encountered.cos there won't be such stuff in the actual O levels itself.still,everyone who boasts of having finished both of marriane chong's books will usually never get good grades still.see,i told you to read the textbook only.no one listens to me.back to willie.being an irritant seems to be his inborn personality.no one can blame him.but he can be a good friend too.it depends on how you treat the people around you.people usually won't touch you if you treat them with respect.if u fail to comply,then they are disturbed and will be more prone to mistreating you.
and yes,another pertinent problem with me again.i have acknowledged that i have three groups of friends.first group is those people who have only heard me converse in english,second is purely in chinese,third group is those who have heard me speak in both english and chinese.(speak can be replaced with 'inclined to thinking that i can only speak in whichever of the two languages.)this has been quite an old problem for me.in primary school,i would have thought my english was quite bad,though decent.that also applies to my way of speaking english.i think i still had some kind of sickening singaporean english accent.oh ya,in primary three i had quite some malay classmates,so naturally i would enjoy an occasional malay accent too.i continued to have some more malay classmates all the way till primary six.so that was like the industrial revolution.everyone started to drop their accents,or at least the malay schoolmates i knew,perhaps due to the fact that we were from the top class,so naturally they would have done it.so everyone's english improved lots at that time.all the while speaking much of chinese,i finally booted it in primary five perhaps,after streaming.then i came to catholic high.i hadn't studied much for the psle....cos in those days everyone was quite complacent.i only remember studying for chinese.tian xie han zi was real important in those days.then i got 246 for my aggregate.i had put catholic high as my first choice,and i still remember seeing the cut-off entry was 244.heh.lucky?or perhaps i knew where i would find the stone i threw?my first class,2-1 was bad.i actually was bullied for those two years there,cos of this word i had already grown to despise in my primary school days.clique.there would be this chinese speaking lot,altogether about 10 members at least who always stuck in some turtleshell formation.this was a damn rowdy bunch and to explain the meaning of friendship would be like to get blood out of stone.nevertheless,i will never forget the good too.not everything in the world is rotten.i still remember hurling crushed pieces of paper at each other across the classroom during ms zalinah(now mrs ang lol)'s science lessons.while she turned her back to write stuff,it was a battlefield behind her back.and occasionally she would turn around(she still didn't know what happened) to ensure we were copying her stuff down dutifully.we were all so good actors.she never knew what happened.but that was the first few times.slowly she began to see what was really happening,due to some stray missiles that caught her attention even as the participants switched modes from combat to study mode stealthily.hahaha.seems damn silly right?sec 1 and 2.that was the life then.(of course,warfare did evolve,from just handthrowing of items to usage of rubber bands to increase range and maximise damage from just a piece of paper.)
then came sec 3.came to hate it.a bunch of brutes,in a nutshell.this class was more rowdy.cliques were still existent.damn it.i had chosen triple science,combined science,then double science during sec 2 streaming.and i got into combined.after i regretted,i filed an appeal to go to another double science class.of cos i was eligible to enter double actually.just that during sec 2 my logic pattern was most fuzzy.the appeal was half-successful.how so?well,i had been rightfully transferred into double science stream officially,but the class was still the same.i then discovered,much to my pleasant surprise,that 10 or 11 of us in that horrid class filed similar appeals.that led to a splinter group of 10 double science and 30 combined science students.the 10 mostlt stuck with the 10.vice versa.a great difference between these two groups:the 10 were more reserved and not as crazy.however,this rowdy bunch wasn't a chinese oriented one though.it was all english speaking ppl.somehow,my english shot up tremendously in this class.no one spoke chinese much anymore.good that is was so.
sec 4...hmmmm got switched to 4/2.which i had been supposed to belong to originally.this is the best year of all these 4 years.the ppl are friendly here,and the whole class enjoys making fun of each other.and often we inspire nationalism by making fun of the chinaman and the 18 year old academically disinclined hongkonger.he once asked me how to pronounce scenario and what it meant.in terms of language,this class was more of 3/8.principally english at heart.cool.and maybe that's why there are people who think i can't speak chinese,or think i'm westernized in my ideas.there is of course,another group who had the (unfortunate) luck of hearing my hokkien or teochew san zi jing recitals.well,everyone enjoys a good laugh out of that,so i'm glad.i'll never forget quite a few incidents,where i was supposed to be offended but i over-reacted and turned into a madman.actually when i told you all it was my acting you all still weren't convinced.that was quite amusing actually.my acting was that good.
O levels.they are here but i'm still so carefree.it doesn't bother me much at all.at this point of time,what you know,you will know,no use cramming all so much in so little time.so i'm taking it very coolly.no stress.no need to feel contrite.i still remember the days in sec 2 when just one week prior to streaming exams,choon wee and jun hao and me went to arcade to destress.it worked well.but i never studied after that.and i got into double science.similarly,if i don't study now,i will get into a decent jc.but if i do i will then be able to get into the top jcs...
"plak!";
x 11:41 pm
like huh?!
ok...today while on the train back home,i saw my tuition friend alight at khatib.so she saw me also lah,but was looking at me with a weird expression.as it was quite a far distance,i knew at once she must be wondering if it was me.so she was 50% sure.i thought it was funny that i saw her.then later she sent me a sms,"hey was it u on e train jus now?wasnt sure cos tt guy quite gd lookin. then was sure cos surrounded by weird ppl."
LOL!LOL!good looking guy?!!!!ahhahaahhaha!!!!siao ar!i am good looking?!!!!okay maybe from afar hahaha.this is crazy.maybe my theory is correct.people do go mad during times of great stress,id est,da O levels!i am still so carefree.ss was okay.chinese was screwy..in that paper 1 was totally different from what we were equipped to do.damn lah...then narrative was de easy lor!then i never write down the question numbers for my question,because i never see any box to suggest so.lol hahhaa...i going to get b4 this time le lor!heck lah,over le. ss i got write question number leh!-_-"hahaha i'm talking to myselfffff...
"plak!";
x 4:29 pm