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Aftermath

i'm so sorry once again,waye ning.i did something terribly stupid,and it shall always be on my mind as a constant reminder of my rashness and immaturity.nevertheless,u promised that we shall be friends forever,so make good ur word :D
hehe i got back my results today.from raw expected of 20,it jumped to 14.i'm quite confused as to how they did it too,but i shall attempt to explain.this time,the only moderation that happened was,to our surprise(we expected largescale moderation) of english-added 10 marks,and A maths added 5 marks,and combined humans 3 marks and geog possibly 3 marks too.that's all for moderation.this time,they just took our prelim 3 results.
ah well,but i'm quite content with this time round,not that i'm entirely happy with it-i'm aiming for much better marks actually.i'm bored,and i want ppl to criticize me so i'm going to post my
results here.but i'm very tired-emotionally and physically,so dun blame me if i dun talk sense or if i talk with little sensitivity nowadays.my eq is at an all-time low i think.
English-71
Chinese-70
Additional Mathematics-51
Mathematics-80
Chemistry-57
Physics-54
Combined humanities-65
Geography-75
CME-A
CCA-A1
Remarks:Herrick is an obliging and well-mannered pupil.He has a positive attitude towards his work and should continue to work hard to ensure academic excellence.
Percentage 69.7,Class position 16/32,Level position 212/362

Got my report book in some weird ceremony...they call it the farewell assembly.actually it was when we watched this powerpoint slideshow about all the form teachers displaying what they want to say to their students.it was all so touching actually(herrick has emotions,he doesn't show them) but not enough to cause me to tear...until the part about mr yong kwang hei's passages...i almost cried.when i saw it"Catholic High School students are:bla bla as follows" then i was shouting, "yuan yin,yin xiang,jue jie fang fa!" haha...can't be blamed,since that's what i heard him say much of the time.then he went on to academic aspect,moral aspect,etc.when that was over,my heart felt heavy,that's all,but well,days in cat high...abruptly come to an end...one day it will,so this was the day.but we're still coming back to schule to study for next weeks actually lah..but yea this was official dismissal of us.
guessed i sounded tard when mrs long came in front of me,yu xian,andre and asked us,so how,happy or not?the two as usual,never talk much.so i extra,say HAPPY!then she like okay good,work hard...that kind of thing lor,hahaha....after that i got to see a few glum faces lah,and some emotionless faces too.i just kept smiling.but i know i deserve better.heh i went to nyjc open haus after that.after much hesitation on wenjie and junhao's part,i decided to depart with andre.yea he's always been my good friend.sad irony that i only got his hp number today,which is damn weird.i had thought well of the jc,but when i got there,it was reversed,sad to say.he had justin ooi with him,so we trio went along.when we got there,we were quite alone(first to cheong there after dismissal,while the rest were feasting on the (FREE!) reception in the school.why we didn't want to have it?low-class.fine i'm damn ban qing gao.)erm yea,on the way there,we saw ppl leaving the compound.they were from neighbourhood schools.so andre had some prejudice like'what?so many neighbourhood schools?" kind of thing,which was to become evident...but when they walked pass us,i would usually hear catholic high.of cos they were saying something like"cat high also come here?hahahahahaha...."and i heard that from two nyjc girls actually(what?again?).this time,andre was quite offended already,so he returned them a silent f*ck.when we got there,andre was quite occupied with looking out for people from better schools.haha,he was quite pleasantly surprised when he saw a profuse amount of cedar girls sashaying here and there in their little petite cliques.so naturally,his reaction was"cedar girls?so many of them?hahahahahaha...".somehow i guess that most of the people would have noticed green shorts,making us stand out,so they must have thought of that stupid idea again.hahaha...actually i could have avoided all that crap.according to andre who when asked by justin how much i got and why i was there,"He got 14 lah,come here to extra extra only."and that's why i dun deserve all that condescension actually.but that doesn't bother me.i felt good cheating those ppl.they must have been thinking hahaha what a loser to be found here.but why i was there in the first place?to just see stuff lor,and compare the standards.i'm going to AJ's open house tmr,and definitely i will not be disappointed in comparison to what i saw today.the pupils were tired,disinterested in the proceedings,gave a lacklustre performance.well,i guess they didn't score too well for their exams and maybe are staying back 1 more year.the whole place was a bit old and dilapidated and at times creepy...i dunno what else to say.i guess i've deterred most people not to go there by this post already.but it's not for me.i really didn't see anything to convince me to go there.nor hear anything to convince me.just heard very out-of-tune numbers the students themselves sang.bad singing to a choir boy?haha.they're gone.i dun really like listening to chinese music,but i knew the songs lol.andre said"herrick go up there and thrash them!".then i said yea,but gimme the lyrics!i know the tunes lah,but never cared about the words hehehe.but i wun be so thick-skinned to go there and convert the mike to my allegiance :D
a fairly interesting day,cos i had a long talk with mrs lee too.she was at last convinced that i wasn't going to cjc,which is a good thing.cos that day she was telling me all the merits of cj.but all the while,i was aware of the ability of cj ppl to zhuo ren,so i didn't think much of what she said.but i never wanted to be there,nayvar.then i had asked her how she thought of nyjc.she said quite good too,caring environment,very nice teachers...yea that kind of thing.but it's got to be more than that.i'm going to AJC's open house tmr.and i am quite interested to go there.been there several times for choir concerts(sang with them and listened to them).dun get me wrong.i never liked singing.i do it cos i have to,which is characteristic of low-lives.why would i want to go there then?cos it's in top 5,or someothers dispute about to be.and quite a significant proportion of ppl there are from cat high.so if i get there,it's easier to blend in.(i'm a good blenny)moreover,with my 14,i need just some luck hopefully to get in.otherwise it's really like NY already...

"plak!";
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