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confusion.hatred.depression.

i really can't take it anymore.i'm going to explode soon.as of now,i am running a slight fever,and i have an acute headache.but why?it is because i cannot accept the fact that a guy in the school likes me.who can?especially when i detest this bunch.can't they just go fuck among themselves?why choose straight people like me for a crush?and what about the fantasies they have?this is real gross.sorry for the vulgarities.after being rid of them,i had to use them,today.most unfortunate.i scolded the word in tuition class,loud enough for every one to hear,save mrs lee.guess i had to use it.when i told my guy classmates the situation,cos i desperately need help,they just laughed,and went on to poke fun.will never grow up.they don't know the serious implications of such matters.no matter has ever daunted me,save this.i really don't know how to explain what i am going through.i am going to need lots of emotional support from you guys.i just started using vulgarities again.my tolerance is at an all-time low.today,while doing prac,shawn chong was damn noisy,as usual.the whole year,i kept me mouth sealed.today,i just had to scold him.cos i heard him use the word fuck.i just hollered,"stop using profanities and do your work!fuck."i really am going to hate that gay so much.i ever considered punching him if he dared talk to me.haha.i mean,the first thing he would do would be to present himself as a respectable student and such,or,just come up to me and tell me something that would make my heart stop.i don't know.i will never want to have that ever happening.this is affecting me so much.guess no one can help.if you've been dumped before,you would be consoled appropriately,cos many people have experienced it.if a member of the same gender has taken a liking to you...i dunno.very depressed now,nothing can lift my moods.not to mention aggressive.but while i am still able to think,i would be apologising to you all in advance,for any inappropriate behaviour that i am not usually connected to.i have a feeling that when i can't take this mental torment anymore,i will TRULY go mad.someone help me.can't...breath...
if u still think this is a stupid joke,and find it very amusing,then i am so unfortunate to tell you that u are wrong.this is a very real trauma for me,and nothing of this magnitude has ever occured in my life.i maintain my stand.i like the opposite gender.gays can just fuck off.u can't find guns in singapore.i'll have to do it the hard way,if necessary,to maintain my stand.
-drained-

"plak!";
x 9:28 pm

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