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skipped Additional maths class on saturday to go to NDP preview eh...not bad sia.for the second time i felt the vibrance of our nation.first time was in sec1 i took the ndp.that feeling was simply overwhelming you know...while a large majority of my counterparts didn't like it cos it was just labour to them.i liked it cos it brought up a sense of nationalism.(sorry if i'm being offensive to some anti-communist people lol).well we must love our country.i love singapore!it's so world-class already,what more do we want?the world is not enough,but i'm happy here already.better then be in china have to do communist dances hahaha,or like malaysia must know how to speak malay.in indonesia must have indonesian names(last time)..see, our racial identities are preserved....in the purest forms.that is why we are fortunate.(refer to me for more examples if you ain't convinced).offtrack for very long time already hahaha...erm yea we went there,by 1 hour before it started,the stadium was like 3r4 filled already...shows our people's love for the nation.so heartwarming...okay then i got a little ashamed of myself.throughout the whole preview when we were asked to do this do that,sing this sing that,shine this,strike that....my sis and i didn't take part in that kind of things....damn nothing-better-to-do sia....okay lah we were anticlimatic,but it wasn't the real thing after all....haha....save my love for the actual day,it was so silly lor....singing 'happy birthday' in the stadium...-_-'''.(long time never go overseas already,hmmm the best time is coming hehehe).okay lah that settles the ndp thing....

i was like so tired on satuday already,but the next day was the esplanade concert.slept about 4 hours before going to school.hahaha i must have been real steroid-pumped to have survived the concert with 4 hours of sleep but i guess it was the fact that i was THERE already so i had to deliver.anyway it was for my school,i'm just to do my best.so that i did :) a gratifying experience on the overall,okay i admit didn't feel that great that day.maybe was too tired to have emotions.just glad that everyone who told me they went there enjoyed the show.aaron called me 'cute'.oh no...when someone calls me cute i am so speechless...so i was quite speechless...anyway i do not think i would be going to the prague concert at the year end,so choir peeps take care!at least the last concert i sang in was for my school,not some lame charity or guest choir to fill up some other choir's concert slot.nah nobody will find me after the O levels for choir mwahaha...my mum's going to send me to my father's company to work.$60 a day for roughly manual labour heh.not too bad eh?but that's not my aspiration.mine is to be an english teacher!(at least.)yay then teach better then mr heng hahaha.english teacher...manual labourer...just so far away humph.i hope my mum wun keep me there for too long.

before maths today mrs long flashed a transparency describing some types of people.mainly it was concerned with the pessimists.so the general description was 'may be very sociable and friendly',but 'discussions are inclined to dark themes'.something like that.for a moment i identified myself with that!but then,it's not healthy.i will change,make sure i will.sometime before that mrs chung gave our class a shelling,which made perfect sense to me.well i hadn't practised that hard,or maybe not at all.as a student,i feel that it is only right of us if we excel in our studies.i mean,we do not have other priorities...right?ronald may have lah :D i feel like a spoilt brat who always lets his parents down haha...i'm not filial if i do not do my work well that's what i tell myself.then again,it may not be my fault.mrs chung said there were two types of people,linguistic and scientific.so i'm the former lor....so that's why i am clearly lacking in my sciences.yay.perfect coverup.during the bombardment today,mrs chung mentioned people in our class have very high EQ.well that was a consolation.my classmates are all capable of being very sociable with people,but wait....how about IQ?she didn't specify;it was of miniscule importance anyway,for it's the hard work that counts.(finally got why she was saying some stuff and not others!)

oh ya today i got back two results.one was physics and one was maths.these two subjects have given me ample inspiration to author two books.one is 'how to maintain your physics standards'(erm i got 49 for both prelims!!!damn damn damn!!!),the other is 'maths:from c6 to a1 within a term'.hahaha it's simply comical how i accomplished both;simply a sad irony.for physics as usual i didn't do the tenyear series,just read through this guided tenyear series without practice.yea i deserve it.but for maths it's weird.i got c6 last term,clearly competing with the dirt of our class already.but now,a1?hmmmm i dun get it.but perhaps it is just like english.maths is like a common language,like it or not.if you know it,then you will do well,if you dunno,you wun.oh well in a few hours time isle be taking the geography paper back.i didn't study this time round,no more a1 or maybe b3.expect something bad.my area of specialisation was not tested this time-weathering.destruction is my forte :) just kidding.i'm sooooo tired...

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