I don't wanna fall to pieces ,
i juz wanna sit & stare at u .
I dun wanna talk about it ,
coz im in love with u .
irrationality
Alas!the prelim 2 has come to a very unsatisfying end.i have lots of scores to settle with myself.firstly the ‘deja vooood’ lousy English grade.i somehow feel very shortchanged this time round.for comprehension I got 12,which should be decent-above average I say.however I got 10/25 for my summary.simply pissing.ms seah must not have known how much effort I devoted to paraphrasing and to the use of new words.all for $%@# sake of originality.composition erm I just did a slack job.guess I’ve always been reading non-fiction,and the monotonous sentence structures did me in.just the way like this.to add salt to injury,I counted about 5 ‘colloq’.damn maybe this blogging is harmful;I have lost the ability to distinguish formal and informal styles.oh dammit.i got lousy spelling too hehe.despite all that,I only saw one comment – lacks finesse.erm I was so helpless.how do I refine my passage then?dun recall any English teachers teaching about that.maybe I should.overall I got 19/30.to my horror some of my friends were congratulating me!damn scary….i had wanted something with a 2 in front ya know!like 26/30!(nice were the good ol’ days,darn gone they are).maybe I should be content.then the last was functional.i never did well in it.messed up the format,and answered incoherently.maybe I should be consoled again.i passed with an overall 51/100.sigh unpredictable English is.
This time I must have documented the most revolutionary change in a subject hehe.i still remember how sorry I was last prelim when I got 15/50-f9 for my history elective.indeed,it was a shame.a real shame,kick in the arse for me!I never recalled failing my history tests at all!ever since the days of ms thien,when everyone was failing happily and I was passing all the tests ^_^ so that prelim one was the real McCoy.haha I will never forget how bad it struck me.this time I jumped 6 grades.i will never forget how lovely it was to be struck by it.b3.sure feels good that mr tan came to congratulate me.he said “Herrick I have seen a little improvement in your history…”at first I thought yea a little improvement.however I thought of it again and started laughing.did he think I got c5 last term and the change to b3 was a little?lol it was from a f9 to b3 hahaha.i’ve been doing miracles recently.maybe I should start telling parables and establish cults of my own.(dun worry I’m still sane just making another dig at Christians).i’m still over the moon lol.
I’ve counted that I must get 10 points for my O levels.English-2,maths-1,geography-1,A maths-2,chemistry 2,physics-2,combined humanities-3,Chinese stands at 3 now.seems damn easy!but I know I would have to work hard for it.i’m just afraid that I would be complacent for my maths and geography,such that I might miss a point or two there.as for A maths,it’s so clear that I did not practise at all!I will practise hard for it X 10.hope I fulfil what I promise.English,can’t do anything for it.it just stands there.chemistry…well all of us have the facts in our heads,it’s just whether we can summon them and apply.for now I just lack practice.same for physics.that day I went to school for peer tutoring.choon wee can testify he saw a very clean virgin physics ten year series.maybe I can sell that!under his encouragement I started some of them..mcq only.take one step at a time.maybe it’s really time I stop slacking.that’s what cat high ppl are famous for.always the wrong things.combined humanities well it’s like you know not many are going to do well for it.therefore with a little additional effort it should be easier to rise above all others.this time I got b4 for combined humanities.i believe,and mr tan believes so much more,that we all would score distinctions.yep even mr tan has stopped slacking(opps!) and I believe he’s the miracle man.maybe not…that day I was reading on the crusades and he noticed.he asked if I was genuinely interested in history.well yes.but I did tell him I do enjoy history through games…and by that I unsealed pandora’s box.with a few others,we managed to talk with mr tan about computer games the whole period!how incredible is that!I’ve never spent about 30 minutes talking with a teacher,much more to talk on such daring topics like games.cool.i just thought it was so damn cool.i guess he must be spending his time playing some age of empires or empire earth now.gosh what have I done?argh I hope he wun be addicted to these real time strategy games like me…he even talked about designing games for which the player would need to have some understanding of the real events to be able to complete the game..how ambitious…even Microsoft studios would need at least 3 years to churn out a crappy title.hahaha well comments erm…I’m sure you’d have many by now.that’s it for now.
good luck to the rest of you having your oral exams!it’s not going to be eeeee…er all the best!
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