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end of exams

Monday- there was this guy,who after the additional maths paper,requested that he search everyone's pencil case.nobody knew what was going on actually,i felt fear,for the teachers had that grave look on their faces.then mr terence goh laughed,for what reason i do not comprehend.i almost went mad.i thought there was some serious offence committed and THIS,the most strict of all,was laughing before my very eyes!i almost went mad...just wanted to be out of that awkward place at that point of time.soon,i noticed this guy walking down the aisles,looking at people's tables and lifting up a calculator for inspection occasionally.so i realised what happened then.obviously this guy lost his calculator to someone who had forgotten to bring it!dumb idiot i want to curse at him!he's in triple science i think,but rather dumb.i passed the verdict the second i realised what he was doing.
"He's never going to find it."not that i stole his calculator anyway,heh i would have gotten myself some smarter brain's one.
haha then when he finished all the rows and columns,he returned empty-handed with a damn cocksure face.damn it,if he were that smart,he wouldn't have lost his calculator heh.if i were in his boots,i would just keep quiet.i mean,the whole hall realised what he was doing,and the result of 4 years of studying together made many people think this way "why can't he accept the fact that he has lost it?i've lost x amount,and i ain't whining;he's just lost one!"indeed he was just wasting our time.we needed the time to discuss that paper you know...while the questions were still fresh in our grey matter...so anti-climatic!
after that i went home,preparing to go back to school for choir again.i had to reach at 3...then i got there,then was told there was no practice.(bear with me)
WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?I CAME HERE ALL THE WAY FROM WOODLANDS AND YOU ARE TELLING ME THAT CHOIR IS CANCELLED????YOU KNOW HOW MUCH TIME THAT IS,TO GET HERE AND RETURN?THIS CCA TOTALLY SUCKS!IT LACKS ORGANISATION!!!
okay i was very pissed off at that time,i admit(rather obvious haha),to the extent that i punched the concrete wall several times very hard...sorry junyang and joel,you had to see me doing that while hoping blood would not be let.it was the sickest joke played on me ever.
Tuesday-supposed to stay at home all day,but some student conductor(only got 1 lar haha) told me there was practice.again the same thing,another sick joke,but it was that the sec4s were mainly not there.only the bigshots were there,and me?an insignificant member of the choir?just plain awkward.but today i got something out of this joke.yesterday's joke was to send me home,today's got me involved at least.so it was that i became the section leader...(only sec4 and senior of some repute),and we combined sectionals with the basses.last time i thought that their section was atrocious due to the china scholars who joined but never knew how to sing.they were horrible!slackers,always arriving late with excuse of english remedial.go fail your english lah!stupid china MANS!only know how to sabotage the choir...so the overall quality of the basses deteoriated damn well,just a while ago the china mans were sacked,gladly.but then basses still suck.i discovered why only today,the sec1s there make a lot of noise whenever they are not singing,and are out to bully their newly-turned gay section leader.this sectional leader,from a manly boy became a sissy girl.god knows his company.so they make tonnes of noise,and my section was with them.it's a sectional you know,and they were only talking,and nobody could settle them down.unlike my tenors,disciplined(most) and only thinking making noise was lame and unproductive.finally some of my guys told me that there was no way they were going to have their sectionals if we were to be with the basses.
"TENORS,MOVE OUT!"
hahaha we left the basses to their despair.

finally vented out my frustrations that came at what time?end of exams?that's real mental hardcore!

anyway thanks for the concern everyone has shown me,it makes me feel appreciated.all started with choon wee who started talking about (the lack of)parental love.i just had to post my experience!luckily they don't quarrel now,should be fine,really.anyway my title read'worst side of them' so i can consider myself lucky already.don't worry,i'm not depressed because of it.i dun think of the unhappy incidents all the time-i rather not.therefore i stay happy hahaha.so sorry if i gave the impression that i just hate my parents or what,it's not.i would not be here if not for them,and they've given more than they could for me and my sister.just when they quarrel,they dunno what's best for their children.that's why i would cry then,to remind them of my existence.

"plak!";
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